silent rain, flashing lights.

2009-12-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

mata raishuuuuuuuuu~

2009-11-30T23:12:00.002+08:00

algorithm march!

lemme start with the dream i had last night.
what a dream it was!
you'd never guess who it was with.
besides, i have no itentions of revealing who the person is.
kinda racy dream... eh :/

went to school for briefing.
ended really quickly &had nothing to do, so i stayed in school with roomie.
LOL then went for lunch @yakun where she left the gift bag!
thankfully we remembered while we were still slacking around :/
reached home and finished anime jigoku shoujo futakomori!!! :D
wow. i must praise my persistance.
it's really nice!!!!
but awww, poor emma ai.
i wonder if jigoku tsushin really does exist.
i hope it doesnt though :/
gonna start on mitsuganae when i get back :D

i'll be ending with a song i heard.
look at the dance!
dont judge the story or the dance too harshly kay!
or i'll send you to hell.
joudan! n'jya (:

2009-11-29T23:19:00.001+08:00

na molla! :D

no time to blog

maybe tmr?

n'jya mata!

2009-11-29T01:20:00.002+08:00

two holes are created when you curse someone.
maybe YOU should go to hell too :D

&no, tt wasnt directed at anyone specifically.

went to swim just now.
sighh. cant catch up with gengjie at all =.=lll
he's way too fast.

im still watching jigoku shoujo futakomori.
im halfway through!!!!!! :D:D:D
pro yes!!
LOL

n'jya, mata ne!

2009-11-28T16:13:00.002+08:00

ame ga daisuki.

what a rain.
at first it was light, then now it's really pouring!! :/
dokidoki!
im so excited im trying to resist the urge to run out into the rain.
IT'S RAINING~~!
too bad i just had my bathe.
YAY with this, the water's gonna be cold later :DDDD

watching jigoku shoujo FUTAKOMORI!
yes, i finished the first season :D
sooooo many anime, too little time :/

mata ne!

2009-11-28T12:16:00.002+08:00

[konna ni chikaku de...] by crystal kay.
it's from anime NODAME CANTABILE.
:D:D:D:D:D:D

恋がせつないと
すぐそばで気付いたあの夜
だって他の誰より
あなたの事を知ってるから

いつものさりげない
優しささえ　この胸を締め付けてく

こんなに　こんなに　近くで見つめても
どうして　どうして　ただの友達なの？
どんなに　どんなに　強く想っていても
伝えられない you don’t understand.
I’m so in love with you.

「元気ないよね？」と
あなたから言われた瞬間
涙隠すアクビで
「寝不足かな？」っていい訳した

一番大切な
人に嘘を重ねてく…今の私

毎日　毎日　胸が苦しいから
いくつも　いくつも　眠れぬ夜を越え
はじめて　はじめて　出逢ったあの日にまた
戻れるのなら　いいのに…
I’m so in love with you.

「アイシテル」と告げたらきっと
もう二度と笑顔には戻れないかもしれない
けれども友達のまま　作り笑いは
これ以上私出来ないから

ホントは　ホントは　ずっと好きだったの
いつでも　いつでも　愛し続けてたの
あなたに　あなたに　届けたい気持ちを
青い空へと囁いた
I’m so in love with you.

こんなに　こんなに　近くで見つめても
どうして　どうして　ただの友達なの？
どんなに　どんなに　強く想っていても
伝えられない you don’t understand.
I’m so in love with you.

Love is so sad
I realized it that night you were next to me
Cause better than anybody else,
I know you so well

Even your casual kindness
Makes my chest tighten

This, this close I'm watching you
Why, why are we only friends?
No matter how, no matter how strong my feelings are
They don't reach you. You don't understand
I'm so in love with you

"You're not feeling too good?"
you said, and in that moment
I yawned to hide my tears
"Lack of sleep, maybe?" was my excuse

The lies to my most important person
Keep piling up, that's the current me

Every day, every day, my heart is in pain
Countless, Countless sleepness nights overcome
That first, that first day we met
It'd be so great if I could return to it
I'm so in love with you

If I confess that "I love you"
I probably won't be able to smile again
But to continue as friends, with fake smiles
I can't take take it any more

The truth is, the truth is I always loved you
Always, always, I kept loving you
To you, to you I want to send these feelings
I whisper them to the blue sky
I'm so in love with you

This, this close I'm watching you
Why, why are we only friends?
No matter how, no matter how strong my feelings are
They don't reach you. You don't understand
I'm so in love with you

2009-11-27T21:34:00.002+08:00

悲しそうだねあの娘は

mayonnaise <3
I LOVE HIJIKATAAAAA!

went for dinner with daddy and grandma.
so now i know, my mother's annoying to everyone.
INCLUDING DADDY.

n'jya.

2009-11-27T20:03:00.001+08:00

ehe!

ryuji.

2009-11-27T18:15:00.002+08:00

baby are you down down down down down~

im currently watching jigoku shoujo again.

it's really scary... i wonder if a jigoku tsushin really exists.

didnt do much today - just went to jurong point with my mum.

i saw shitman there and called chelsy INSTANTLY HAHAHAHAHAHAH

whenever i upload videos and pictures, blogger would take away some of my words :/

&it's troublesome to replace the words shi, so i usually just leave it be.

if my posts doesnt flow, you'll know why.

jya~

2009-11-26T22:05:00.002+08:00

it's only thursday AND ONE PIECE IS OUT!!!!

http://www.onemanga.com/One_Piece/565/
TADA~~~!!!! :D
im gonna read it now.

in the end, i didnt go out.
was supposed to go queensway with shawn but, you know.
the same happened when shawn asked kelvin out AHAHAH
thankfully i was expecting it.
was supposed to go np with gorgor and yanshuang but didnt in the end.
finished 5 episodes of tokyo dogs featuring MIZUSHIMA HIRO-sama & OGURI SHUN-sama <3 width="580" height="360">
oh, compare it with this, please.

the latter's been modified.
personally i like both.
but the original makes onepiece look more cutesy.
for the current arc... the latter's better :D
dou omou?

2009-11-26T13:26:00.002+08:00

ready or not, here i come~

ippen, shin de miru?

had a damnnnnn long talk with joy last night about mama.
i was really really tired but she didnt let me sleep.
joy's still pretty immature, i can tell.
she HAS to grow up soon -.-

de, im still waiting for shawn to tell me what time we're meeting =.=
uno's at.... cebu now...? right?
HAD to help her pass the OKANE to shawn. $$ i meant.
n'jya. im gonna continue watching jigoku shoujo. HELL GIRL, in other words.

2009-11-25T21:27:00.002+08:00

dont feel like blogging.
troublesome.
but i've got nothing to do.
i'll do a short post.
holidays now.
nothing to do.
go my mum's office to work. sian.
training. i sucked.
hate that i suck.
dontknow where he is.
mood sucks.
dontknow what he's up to. sucks.
dontknow anything about him. sucks.
at least chelsy's having a WAYYYY better time.
toradora rocks.
watched it the 2nd time.
awesome shitzzzz.
excited for the trip. kinda.
not really expecting anything CAUSE I FEEL SO BLOCKED OUT
but whatever.

here's a song i think tt's nice.
japanese :D
text me if you want it.

it's ORANGE by Horie Yui, Kugiyama Rie and Kitamura Eri.
they voice Kushieda Minori, Aisaka Taiga and Kawashima Ami respectively.
i guess you didnt need to know all tt.

Nemurenai yoru ni wa
Hitori de tameiki
Minna wa dou na no
Nandaka sabishii

Rashikunai nante ne
Warau no wa yamete
Honto no watashi o
Shiranai dake da yo

Hiroi daichi ni hitotsubu no tane
Nekko nobashite
Mada aoi mi o tsuketa

Orenji iro ni hayaku
Naritai kajitsu
Kimi no hikari o abite
Risou ya yume wa fukuramu bakari
Kizuite yo nee
Orenji kyou mo
Tabete mita kedo
Mada suppakute naita
Watashi mitai de nokosenai kara
Zenbu tabeta
Suki da yo nakeru yo
Suki da yo suki da yo

Nitete mo chigau yo
Mandarin orenji
Tomodachi koibito
Futari no kokoro mo

Kizutsukitakunai
Watashi wa nigeteta
Soshitara hikari mo
Sashite wa kurenai

Kiseki na no ni ne
Deai mo koi mo
Tane mo tsubomi mo
Mada aoi mi de sae mo

Orenji iro wa ano hi
Mita yuuyake o
Omoidasasete kureru
Futatsu no kage ga
Te o tsunaideru mitai datta
Orenji itsuka
Amaku naru kana
Sore tomo shibonjau no
Watashi no mirai shiritakunakute
Zenbu tabeta
Suppai
Suki da kedo nakeru yo
Suki da kara nakeru yo

Orenji iro ni hayaku
Naritai kajitsu
Kimi no hikari o abite
Risou ya yume wa fukuramu bakari
Kizuite yo nee
Orenji kyou mo
Tabete mita kedo
Mata suppakute naita
Watashi mitai de nokosenai kara
Zenbu tabeta suki da yo
Nakeru yo suki da yo
Suki da yo
Suki da yo suppai
Nakeru yo suki da yo

眠れない夜には
ひとりでため息
みんなはどうなの？
なんだか寂しい

らしくないなんてね
笑うのはやめて
ホントの私を
知らないだけだよ

広い大地に　ひと粒の種
根っこのばして
まだ青い　実をつけた

オレンジ色に　早く
なりたい果実
キミの光を浴びて
理想や夢は膨らむばかり
気づいてよ　ねぇ
オレンジ　今日も
食べてみたけど
まだすっぱくて　泣いた
私みたいで残せないから
ぜんぶ食べた
好きだよ泣けるよ
好きだよ好きだよ

似てても違うよ
マンダリンオレンジ
友達恋人
２人のココロも

傷つきたくない
私は逃げてた
そしたら光も
射してはくれない

奇跡なのにね
出逢いも恋も
種もつぼみも
まだ青い　実でさえも

オレンジ色は　あの日
見た夕焼けを
思い出させてくれる
２つの影が
手を繋いでるみたいだった
オレンジ　いつか
甘くなるかな
それともしぼんじゃうの？
私の未来知りたくなくて
ぜんぶ食べた
すっぱい…
好きだけど泣けるよ
好きだから泣けるよ

オレンジ色に　早く
なりたい果実
キミの光を浴びて
理想や夢は膨らむばかり
気づいてよ　ねぇ
オレンジ　今日も
食べてみたけど
またすっぱくて　泣いた
私みたいで残せないから
ぜんぶ食べた好きだよ
泣けるよ好きだよ
好きだよ
好きだよすっぱい
泣けるよ好きだよ

On a sleepless night
I sigh all alone
How’s everyone?
I feel kind of lonely

That’s not like me
So stop laughing
It’s just that I don’t know
My true self

Into the broad earth, a single seed
Extended its roots
And bore fruit that was still unripe

The fruit wants to hurry up
And turn orange-colored
Basking in your light
My ideals and dreams only expand
Notice me, hey
I tried to eat
An orange today, too
But it was still sour and I cried
Because it’s unlike me to leave any behind
I ate it all
I loved it; I felt like crying
I loved it; I loved it

Even if they’re similar, they’re different
Mandarins and oranges
Friends and lovers
And our 2 hearts, too

I didn’t want to get hurt
So I fled
When I did that, not even light
Would shine upon me

They’re miracles, right?
Encounters and love
Seeds and buds
Even for the fruit that was still unripe

The color orange makes me recall
The sunset glow that I saw
On that day
It seemed as if our 2 shadows
Held hands together
I wondered if the oranges
Would turn sweet someday
Or would they wither?
I didn’t want to learn of my future
So I ate it all
It was sour…
I loved it, but I felt like crying
I loved it, so I felt like crying

The fruit wants to hurry up
And turn orange-colored
Basking in your light
My ideals and dreams only expand
Notice me, hey
I tried to eat
An orange today, too
But again, it was sour and I cried
Because it’s unlike me to leave any behind
I ate it all; I loved it
I felt like crying; I loved it
I loved it
I loved it; so sour
I felt like crying; I loved it

2009-11-14T11:17:00.003+08:00

i love cereal.
i dontknow why the sudden craving for cereal everyday but i wish and pray i can have cereal every morning :D

okay i'll write about friday 13th.
ZOMGGG UNLUCKY!
i didnt even know it was friday 13th until aloy texted me and told everyone in his contacts it's friday 13th.
and man, now tt i think about it, I WAS UNLUCKY!!!!!
i was packing my study table on thursday night, and it took really long no thanks to the massive amount of paper i had on my table. so it crossed midnight and while i was finishing up, I GOT A PAPER CUT!!!! okay, this isnt so bad, but it really was unlucky!
i've been working quite alot at my mum's place this year, doing TONS of paper work and what not, handling ALOT of paper in school, and i have yet to get a paper cut. UNTIL FRIDAY 13TH!!!!
UNLUCKY NUMBER 1: PAPER CUT WHILE I WAS ALIGNING MY PAPER =.=

so i went to school the next day, and i packed my vb stuff of course, i had to go to vs for vb cause the school hall was occupied.
i didnt bring my jacket cause i had quite alot of stuffs in my bag alr.
AND IT RAINED!!!!! I LOVE THE RAIN (sometimes) but the LTs were very cold!!! almost died from freezing! :/
finally, after math, school was over.
went to play play, talk to amantha and huahui.
after we left them, uno said she saw YOU KNOW WHO.
but she didnt tell me cause amantha was there.
when i heard tt my heart just went BOOM! im serious. i was DEPRESSED after tt. for awhile.
im not the kind tt would let this kinda things affect me too much. i think.
UNLUCKY NUMBER 2: WELL, YOU KNOW WHY IT'S UNLUCKY.

2009-11-11T22:56:00.001+08:00

hey all! yes, josephine hasnt been blogging again!
but rest assured, im not bored. i just was really busy with doing some stuffs! (:
but before i tell you anything, here's another picture!! :D

KIM HEE CHUL!!!! <3

HE'S SO CUTE!!! &he's got girly features HAHAHH

he's super FUNNY in the dad i like!! also known as good daddy

HAHAH love it when he says my daughter!

&he's not bad you know, his english.

of course, hongki is too <3

CUTE RIGHT?!?!?!?! I KNOW!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH LOVEEEEEEE!

ahh, okay. i stopped on saturday.

i shall skip sunday, it was like.. black day, you know LOL

i didnt do ANYTHING on sunday. LOL i was at homeeeee almost the whole day.

and joey helped me memorize my script in the evening HAHAH

TO PREPARE FOR MONDAY!

i reached school quite early &was quite nervous for my OP!

i went into the room and was really eager to see who my assessors were.

LOL i didnt know one of them and the other is MISS TAN YEN NEE!

HAHAHAH you know how i know her?

no, she didnt teach my class. lol but she lectured the intro lecture for h1 physics.

she left a really deep impression on me. because of her i took up h1 physics, stupidly thinking she'd be our teacher -.- WRONG!

she wasnt and physics sucked.

so there were holiday lessons, and she relieved my teacher and i fell asleep holding my face cause i didnt want to lie down cause marcus was sitting next to me tt day. LOL

so she just looked at me and told me to try to stay awake

HAHAHA but she wasnt angry then after tt she can recognise me alr (:

then i will smile smile wave wave say hi bye AHAHHA she damn cute! lol

so she was another assessor.

YES I WAS DAMN NERVOUS but i got over it after awhile and i thought my group did quite okay! HAHHAH

and miss tan posed my question. Urbanisation or Conservation?

easy for me! :D

so after exam uno and i had to slack around to wait for aloy.

actually aloy and i were supposed to go out, but.... i thought i'd ask uno along. so i did.

we went to mos with trisha cause she had to wait for her friend.

and after trisha/nurul ain left, we started talking. ALOT.

HAAHAHHAH it was mainly about this self-obssessed girl whose name is SHU. you know the rest.

HAHHAH quite..... shocking news to me, i have to say. HAHAH

didnt really expect tt. &i also heard tt SOME girl is being mean to A.

SO POOR THING! but please do cheer up :D

then we met him and went to his place for mahjong and went to clementi in the evening for dinner.

then after uno left, the standard.

came to my place for his mum to bring him back.

quite troublesome, really. to live so deep inside. LOL

cant walk home... i mean you can, but.... you know. later got ahpunene rape him HAHAHH

tuesday... i felt guai.

mummy let me out on monday so i thought i'd be nice and went to her office to help her out.

i was just doing the same old boring job of scanning.

i didnt take note it was tuesday.

cause tuesday = meeting day = everyone from gabrieltan district will be present.

HAHAHAHAH awkward!!! i saw many many ppl and many many ppl saw me.

kinda awkward when they said hi LOL

and they keep saying WOOOWWW grow up alr ah!

what do you mean?!?!?! i've been 17 for 9months!!!

HAAHHAHA anyways, work was boring but i listened to my ipod so i was kept in my world all the way. although this didnt mean i could evade the cold.

I TELL YOU, MY MUM'S OFFICE IS DAMN BLOODY COLD!

electricity is free. serious. sighhh.

i seriously swear, i totally felt the tips of my fingers going numb because of the cold KEKE

okay moving on, today.

went to school, filed.... THEN WE'RE LET OFF!! =.=lll TOTAL WASTE OF TIME!!!

but go tralala around with chelsy and danielle.

&chelsy saw you know who.

i didnt know you know who got paper today (:

im boreddddd! i'll end off with a video :D

2009-11-08T11:26:00.002+08:00

i had a really bizarre dream last night.
i dream of PENGUINS SWIMMING in a CANAL.
lol
and the water in the canal was actually CLEAR!
maybe there's something wrong with my brain.
i need to go get it checked one day.

so the last time i blogged was on friday night and like i said i was supposed to meet my pw group mates.
i DID go in the end =.=
i let them settle the timing cause it'd be a nuisance for me to do it.
i thought they'd be late if i told them what time to meet, so being the nice girl i am, i let them decide for themselves.
they told me to meet at 12 at cityhall BUT I WAITED FOR 20MINS BEFORE ONE OF THEM APPEARED!!!
okay, so i was early and reached at 1150 LOL
i refuse to stand and wait for them so i stayed IN the station and sat down and listen to HONGKI <3
then mingyang told me he reach alr. LIKE HELL IM GONNA GO WAIT WITH HIM!
HAHAHAHAH EWWW HATE HIM TO THE MAXIMUM.
&he was wearing some weird slipper/shoe thing with some silky-looking pants =.=
i know im not very fashion-forward but even i can question his fashion sense.
so i waited and kianhao told me he was there alr so i went up RELUCTANTLY.
kh was wearing some old man-looking shirt HEEHEE!
aww, im so mean BUT WHO CARES.
so i waited DAMNNNN BLOOOOOOOODY long for marcus he's such an idiot.
eventually we went to TCC. bloody ex. HAHAH
ask marcus, mingyang &i tried to memorise, and i think kh's just being retarded there.
WHO CARES LAH I HATE KIANHAO.
ask him if he memorized his script, and he went like HAVENT!! I NO TIME!!
then i scolded him, YOU SKIPPED SCHOOL, YOU HAD WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY AND FRIDAY!!!
WHY YOU HAVENT MEMORIZE?!??!
YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID?!?!?!?!
HE SAID HE WAS SLEEPING!!!!! BUSY SLEEPING!!!!
~!@#$%^&*() I TELL YOU, IF I WASNT ABSTAINING FROM VULGARITIES CAUSE IT'S UNCOUTH I'D HAVE TOLD HIM A BUNCH! KNN!!!!!!!!!!
he told me he's ill with fever, flu, cough.
HELLO?!?!?! I TOO, AM ILL!!! TMD! I'VE BEEN ILL FOR THE PAST 2 WEEKS AND I DONT SKIP SCHOOL, I DONT GIVE EXCUSES. I DONT TELL PPL I'M TOO SICK TO WALK AROUND MY HOUSE!! AND MIND, I STILL HAVE THIS PERSISTANT HEADACHE OKAY! DAMMIT. BE A MAN AND SUCK IT UP YOU SISSY!!!!!
anyways, i left them soon after cause i jio-ed my mummy out for lunch.
joy came along cause she was slacking at home when she was supposed to go study for her F&N.
we went to raffles' place... isit? i dontknow. i dont bother remembering names of shopping centres LOL
we had, yes jappo food. awesomeawesomeawesome.
they've pretty nice shops there. im so going back :D
went home, then went for swimming.

HAROLD PANG IS BACK!!!! YAYNESS!!!!
I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE HIM CAN!!!!!
in case ppl reading my blog dontknow yet, harold pang's primary6 HAHAH
damn cute. me thinks he got slimmer.... but heather got BUFF. dead serious man!
shawntoh wasnt there )):
had longjohnsilvers for dinner and tt's about it.
as you can maybe tell, im starting to get tired of typing LOL
oh, and chicky, i do blog about you quite often (i think) but you just dont see it
AHHAHAHHAH :D im lazy to text SORRY!!!!
i'll reply you... soon HAHAHAH

anyways, i'll end my post with this link. be sure to go there and try something!
they're SO DAMN GOOD!
http://cakeglace.com/

2009-11-06T22:11:00.001+08:00

by BIG BANG.

it essentially means day by day, nice tune (:

but still FT ISLAND ALL THE WAY ((:

here's a picture!

just in case there are ppl out there who dontknow, this is my laptop's background!
HAHAHAHA keeps me going for pw :/
hella boring.
talking about pw, recently in pw, it's been fun.
when there's no teachers in the classroom, after my presentation, i'll keep the screen connected to my laptop to show ppl the picture above (:
HAHAHA then there'll be some BOOS and stuff but to hell with you ppl! GRRRR!
i also showed them SHINee dancing to AND MARCUS SAID THEY DANCE LIKE GIRLS!!!!!
so due to the enraged ppl in my class, we watched ppl like russel peters and NIGAHIGA! <3>

ARGHHH THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY POST!!

anyways, ytd, after the teacher left our class, we had our macs :D
but while we were eating i was so troubled! GAAHHH
MARCUS wasnt in school, kh didnt wanna go school.
and his excuse was still tt he was sick.
HELLO, IM ILL AS WELL! be a man and bear with it!
SICKENING. so i felt like being thoughtful and i texted him and ask him to decorate his slides.
YOU KNOW WHAT HE REPLY ME!? okay, when i feel better i go down and on my comp.
WTF?!!?!? ARE YOU SERIOUS!? IN THE FIRST PLACE, I ONLY TOLD HIM TO DO HIS WORK IS CAUSE I SAW HIM ONLINE!!!
GAAAHHHHH because of him i was SOOOOOO angered that i spewed TONS of vulgarities and i felt disgusted by myself :/
cant stand it. i shall REALLY cut down on it.
LOL i like talking like TSUKUYO (from gintama)
although i watched the ranking episode just now and the said she has the prostitute accent.

HAHAAHH but damn unique can! wacchi-wa.

KYAAAA!!! *fan-girl scream*
well, ytd was marcus' birthday and i didnt wish him happy birthday in his face cause it was awkward. LOL
presenting with only the 2of them is kinda fun.
kianhao just kills the mood with his whining. LOL and when i was presenting the jj offer me FRIES! HAHAHAHAH
how am i supposed to ignore him?!?!?! HAHAHAHAH so i nodded. then he offer me drink. then i shook my head. I THOUGHT HE WAS JUST BEING THOUGHTFUL until he offered me fries again. HE WAS TRYING TO DISTRACT ME OKAY!!! HAHAHAHA
but he damn funny.

waited for chelsy (trisha was holding them back) LOL
and went to SUBWAY to eat with her and NIAO
we talked about T and kianhao.
both being semi-assholes and some other things tt are confidential.
LOL

and today, i stayed home all day.
:D i slept, woke up, watch anime and read the weekly manga (ONE PIECE IS TAKING A BREAK AGAIN ))): dont do this to be author-san!), we back to sleep, got late to go fetch joey :/, went to have mos burger with my grandma, baby and joey, went home, watched teevee, got bored, slept, woke up, ate, GINTAMA~! <3

i think when my momma comes home and she say she wanna use the comp then i'll go refine my slides and memorize. OH SHIT I HAVENT TEXT THEM!! WAIT~~

wooo we're meeting (maybe) tmr. LOL i dontwanna meet them CAUSE I DONTKNOW WHAT TO WEAR! HAHAHAH nope, not really. im just lazy and my fringe still dont wanna look good. LOL i mean, it's not tt bad, but i prefer it when my fringe looked like seung hyun's <3

i'll show the link, cause i cant seem to upload seung hyun's picture now :/

YAY I DID IT!!!
PRETTY RIGHT!!!!
i still think HONGKI the best <3
umm, okay so my fringe aint as awesome as his, BUT I DONT HAVE A STYLIST AT HOME!
it LOOKS LIKE his (: and tt is sufficient.
seung hyun's the new member of ftisland &he replace OH WON BIN cause he quit ):
damn pretty face, tt guy. LOL
anyways, the weather's getting to be. im gonna shower (:
ciaociao, minna-san~!

2009-11-05T08:54:00.003+08:00

oh, i forgot to type this out ytd night LOL
guess what ppl, i cut my fringe! :/
bad choice i tell you LOL
as i was walking home ALONE, i kept shifting my fringe to the left.
so i thought it was quite long and heavy and stuff and got quite annoyed with it and made a decision.
HAHAH so i went home and saw TALL amanda at my house slacking with joy -.-
apparently their next paper's on monday so they're realllll relaxed now =.=
if i were them i'd be slogging my guts out.
SOOOOOOOO many days to study for just one paper!!!! *drools*
lol. but i was like them in sec school so who cares. lol i only studied in the morning of the paper
HAHAHAH should have studied more and went to a nicer school. dont like PJ.
i like the ppl though :D
anyways, back to my fringe.
so i grabbed my scissors and went into the toilet. LOL
i felt super brave, i dontknow why. so i just grabbed the centre of my fringe and snipped it off!
HAHAHAHAH i just roughly cut it and went out to show amanda and joy the length. HAHAH
then amanda pointed to my right side and said tt it was too long and tt i should trim it.
so i went back in to trim it AND TADAAAAA!
now my fringe like KANASAI
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHA WHO CARES (:
i hope hongki would not mind my ugRy fringe LOL <33333

anyways, im now in school. SIGHHH sucha bore.
i reached cck station at 745 and it was still raining. i dontw my fringe to look worse so i decided to avoid the rain and wait for chelsy.
i waited till like, 830!! and we went to macs to tapao (:
came to school and saw the disciplinary teacher here :/
my skirt still very short, yo HAHAHHA
scared.
kh not in school, ASK HIM GO DIE.
marcus i think he's still sleeping =.=
lol oh i heard alot of bad things about kh.
apparently the whole tennis guys team dislikes him HAHAHAH!
and he still gossips about them to us =.=
so whatever~!

josephine will try to eat her breakfast soon although the discipline guy is here. LOL
he speaks weird (:

2009-11-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

GAAAH WHAT HAVE I DONE?!?!
ZOMGGG i just did something INCREDIBLY RUUUUUUDE to my mummy!!!!
im shooting myself in my head currently.
she put her hand on my shoulder and i just pushed it off!!!!
*imaginatively slaps myself*
GAAAHHHH!!! IM SO GOING TO HELL FOR THIS.
SIGHHHHH. slap. tmr i'll text her and update :D
please remind me, JO. lol

but then again it's not my fault!
blame the weather please. im so using my fan tonight.
i think im gonna shower again later. who cares about rheumatism. OHHH and im sorry for not replying you chicky. HAHAHAH LAZZYYYYY you know me :D
i damn irritated by the weather can. DAMNNNN HOT I FEEL DAMN STICKY TO THE MAXIMUM.
then my grandma keeps asking redundant questions and stuffs. EVERYTHING IS ANNOYING ME!!!!!!
joey cannot spell ATTRACTS.
she went a-t-t-r-a-c-t........D?
WTF =.=lll

ANYWAYS, im doing pw again.
i dontknow why im so enthu can! LOL
i editing slides for marcus now. i dont care about mingyang. if he dontw to send me his edited portion then screw him okay i dont care.
i alr changed things for him so whatever~
maybe i should help kh also.
i dontknow tralala~
this random guy called maicon's talking to me?
i dont even know who he is but he claims to be from UK
it's only a matter of time before i press the block button :D
im shy, you see.

2009-11-04T13:58:00.002+08:00

it was damnnn hot until just a moment ago. now the sky's really really rather dark.
~the weather's about as unpredictable as my mood LOL
i didnt bring my umbrella I DONTWANT TO, and i dontknow how im gonna go home.
well we really should be rehearsing for OP now but im not really in the mood.
dont blame be for sounding alittle egoistic here but i think i like my slides. and i think my scripts awesome and im 50% through memorising it.
now all tt's left with marcus, kianhao and the other group member.
yes im still angry with tt extra guy okay. and kh HAHAH and a little with marcus.
but since marcus is cute, YES i said marcus is cute, who cares.
kh says he has sorethroat so he cant come to school. i dontknow about him but i DO have sorethroat too BUT WHAT AM I DOING IN SCHOOL?!
lol who cares la huh. SCREW PW.
and mingyang overshot his speech by like 3000 million years BUT I DONT CARE~
but i think im gonna be nice and make him shorten his thinggu.
why am i blogging again, you may ask.
IM BORED!!!
and i desperately need something or someone to distract me.
although im listening to my bf's (LEE HONGKI) awesome voice, i can still hear the grass cutting ppl cutting the grass.
i can still hear chelsy trying to say daryl's chinese name. YUAN QUAN!
lol she cant pronounce. lol
i wanna go my pw but im so not motivated.
like i said, im okay with my slides but the rest.... now all i have to do is to look for marcus' pictures and help kh also.
and i have to tell mingyang his "dendrobium" picture, IS NOT THE DENDROBIUM MELALEUCAPHILUM!! STUPID BRAINLESS DUNGBOY. HATE HIM HMMPF!
im sorry i tend to hold grudges.

i dont intend to tell anyone im gonna blog again, i'll try to do it daily from now on.
i wanna remember what i do in jc. LOL
i didnt blog in the past few months cause I WAS STUDYING!!
SERIOUSLY! JOSEPHINE STUDIES!!! LOL sighhh. im born a nerd.
i'll update again! promise (:

2009-08-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

wazzup y'all :D
JOSEPHINE shall blog again! LOL

highlights, starting wednesday :D
vb training, pw day.
slacked with chelsy then ps-ed her for vb.
danielle had a booth with lindsay &the other ppl i dontknow who.
many vb ppl had booths as well! LOL weilun kept pestering me to buy his drink BUT I WAS BROKE! SORRY :/
umm, sKELVIN's booth was FRIGGING awesome can!!! ZOMGG his group even got external help. hmmpf. if only i thought of something tt good HAHAHAH
*tt day rocked*
morning, i was walking up the ramp with leslie. we went to get out morning drink and BINGO :D
we got milktea. great start XD
then saw SOMEONE late for school LOL!
i still remember XD then ummm... vb after tt, someone came for training! XD
awesomeawesome day. LOL
ohh, stayed back after vb to try the night study thinggu.
everyone was late, except me, cause i didnt know where the others were and uno didnt wanna go for night study so i just went to the library first, only to see laoshi at the door HAHAHAH
i got chocolate from her :D
gave it to yanshuang cause it's really bitter. GODIVA.
ys wanted to sit next to me but weiyang took the spot ):
lucky sKELVIN sat at my other side so i had someone to talk to.
but he was making fun of me most of the time so ARGHHH.
he also said i was in preSCHOOL instead of preU. thanks. LOL
wasnt really productive, but at least i finish GP XD
went home with ys ((:

thursday.
didnt see SOMEONE for the whole day!!!!!
GAAAH. i was pretty upset, then i realised i dont wanna care alr.
my phone wasnt vibrating either... didnt seem like HE was looking out. so SIGHHH.
stayed back after pe with danielle to study. danielle watched my class play pe.
okay no. not my class. MUSCLEman. HAHAHAHA -.-
ohh ohh!! we had to decorate our class for the national day thing. so we went to class and did stuffs, and danielle was there to help out :D
i cooperated with her and we stapled black paper! LOL
then went to the library to study cause it was HOT!!
melissa joined us and we went out to coope food.
cheebonggzxzxz. only milobiscuit. LOL awesome laah. i wanted beehoon.
but i wasnt hungry so oh wells.
melissa went home first so i thought, YAY only danielle. not so awkward.
WRONG!!!!! colin asked danielle if she was gg home and he tagged along.
well, being the shy person i was, i ask her to tell him we were going to popular. which was true!
and she asked wanna come? i mean, you cant NOT ask tt cause it's just rude.
HE SAID YES!!! ZOMGGG! i didnt want him to go CAUSE HE STAYED AT BBATOK! AND DANIELLE STAYED AT THE OTHER SIDE!!! AND IM SHY!!!! ZOMGGGG
so in the end we took the same train -.-
wasnt really bad, but im shy :/

friday :D
MOMMY'S BIRTHDAY!!
reached school at 645!
JOSEPHINE decided she wanna be helpful!
she went to class to help out with last minute decos.
cheese tart for breakfast :D
rushed down for assembly and perspired unneccessarily.
i didnt receive his text until later in the noon, thanks PHONE.
sighhhhh. didnt know how to reply him so i was like SIGHHHHHHH )):
national day... quite okay.
the pw part was... AHAHAH slacking the first half at the library with MANman.
talked to danielle. then went up and talked to mdmteo.
the concert thinggu was pretty high, with the s13 girls HAHAHAH
i know danielle was happy. LOL
.
.
.
.
.
met aloy and uno at lot1.
at mos cause we've got nothing else to eat.
i wanna watch movie, uno dontw. she wanna go home change then meet shuwen to go out -.-
im not really a outperson, so i went ahead with the movie with aloy. lol went to jp and saw leslie LOL we were supposed to watch UP but i saw tt hangover was still on!! HAHAH of course, i dialled chelsy immediately LOL we watched the 3plus show.
quite obscene really, it's my first nc16 movie. im 17. HAHAHAH
okay i've decided nc16's too mature for me. i was kinda traumatised after the show y'know LOL
then... aloy was supposed to meet unoshuwen, but they went to haji lane or something. so since he wished my momma happybirthday, i asked if he wanna join us for dinner! icecream buffet at IONswensens. LOL
AWESOMESHITZXZXZX MANGZXZXZXZXZ
im so gonna bring unochelsydanielleeddie they all. HAHAHAH YAYNESS :D
there was this waitress, who kept asking to clear aloy's plate. LOL
i dontknow if she's doing tt on purpose so we kinda had a good laugh about it.
AWESOME FRIDAY :D
happy birthday mommy XDD

saturday.
didnt do much in the morning.
just felt pretty annoyed when joy didnt give me the comp even though i cooked lunch for her LOL
swimming, KAIYUAN AND KAIWEN CAME!! YAY!! LOL
i missed kaiwen LOL soft hands. but i think he became more shy. LOL
oh yeah! WUCHISENG CAME AS WELL!!! LOL!
i saw a white capped dude and i thought it was chiseng instantly. didnt think chifatt would come. he rarely did. LOL
HAHAHAH chiseng's still the same i guess. LOL safti. i swear, army dudes are ridiculously fit.
STUPID. HE OUTLAPPED ME )): again. talk about bad memories. LOL!!
thankfully gengjie didnt leave me to struggle alone. LOL thank you :DD
i promise i'll have dinner with you soon xD

sunday.
went out with my mum for... stuffs.
imm. tiongmarket. yeah.

monday.
went out with danielle :D
met her at habourfront.
went for subway. LOL we invented SIDEWAY READING!
if you're reading this danielle, STOP LAUGHING :D
then coffeebean. got chased out eventually.
BUT WE DID CHINESE!!! LOL GEEKS MANGGG!
laoshi better love us LOL
queensway.
went to alter my skirt for tmr!
then..... macs.
studied awhile then got bored so we got shaker fries!!!
danielle didnt believe azila was a friend HAHAHAH
timothy!!! ZOMGGG I WAS TIMOTHY!!!
I SWEAR HE'S SUPER CUTE CAN!!! LOL
told shuwen and she toldme to back off HAHAHAHAHHA
cute laah. shuwen's lucky to be in the same school LOL
went to aspire hub and all the sec4 math ppl were there, so the jc ppl got chased to the english side. LOL
brought danielle to the busstop while waiting for my family for go to AV for dindin.
they didnt take long cause i called and whine to my daddy and told him im boreddddd!
so they rushed off almost immediately LOL!
home after dinner.

im gonna end my post here.
the following week's gonna be rather long too, i presume.
hopefully i see some text msg in the day to keep me alive and smiling XD
hinthint to you, dude :D
if not i'll EMO. HAHAHAH
12.07. GOODNIGHT :D

2009-08-03T11:44:00.002+08:00

im blogging now cause i can :D
pw tutorial now.
i think mdm teo's really inconsistent. everytime you hand in to her she has something new to change. last week, she can say your eom's okay, you can dont need to change. then next week she'll tell you EVERYTHING'S IN A MESS! YOU BETTER CHANGE YOUR PRIMARY ARTICLE!!!
so our class is really in a mess now.
now i know it's bad to blame others, but i seriously think teachers are seriously important.
i havent been blogging recently cause i didnt see the incentive to.
i've been too busy watching POT. lol
i just finished the US-JAPAN arc.
sengoku <3

im gonna have a long day today :/
had to run to school just now cause tomio told me we're late.
i didnt wanna run then sweat but then again.... i just ran and sweat in the end so it was really annoying.
saw abcdefg alotalotalotalotalot of times today.
im seriously happy :D
btw, if shitman ever stumbles onto this blog, MAFIA WARS AINT GAY.
STUPID. I JUST LIKE TO PLAY OKAY.
gonna go aspire hub later.
visit mrloo before tt. LOL
i hope i have fun.
im gonna have to chiong EOM manzxzxzx.
ciaociao :D
no anime for you tonight, girl.

2009-07-23T00:03:00.000+08:00

HE CALLED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, kinda :D

2009-07-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

i shall blog in point form today.
1 - im busy
2 - im watching my phone REAL tight for his reply XD

- school. depressed.
- had pe then showered :D
- math. ipod. emo.
- chem. listened in mrsuresh's part, did more math in mrliau's part.
- didnt bother checking my phone. NO USE! )): pretty emo from then on.
- econs. too humid and stuffy to pay attention, so i drifted off into lalaland. didnt think misswu was too pleased about tt.
- went to museum with pw group. ZOMGGG weather was trying to kill us!!! i lost 9kg just by sweating HAHAHAHAHAH!
- got lost. LOL!
- hit dead end in PW )):
- HOT! went to central then met A.
- mosburger, saw seerenfeng LOL!
- went to A's house to watch ... iceage. he got the pirated vcd, but the genius ppl went to a 3-d cinema to film it =.=
- so we watched pearl harbour.
- aaron returned and it was AWKWARD! LOL but he's funneh. like A. &&he's re-reading BLEACH! LOL
- A's mum sent me home and told me to go to church with her and A and A and A. HAHAHAHAHAH shall ask uno.

HIGHLIGHT: SOMEONE FOUND A WAY TO TEXT ME FROM THAILANDDDDDDD XDDDD!!!!!!!!
IM FAAAAAAARRRRKKKKKIIIINNNNGGGGGGG HAPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ciaociao :D
im gonna concentrate on my pw. LOL

2009-07-20T01:24:00.000+08:00

okayyy i know JOSEPHINE hasnt been blogging in like, FOREVER.
LOL im sorry, for those who read my blog often.
i as trying to be a good girl, doing my hw and watching my animezxzx. HAHAHAHA
seriously, i wasnt really busy. i just didnt feel like blogging.
i still remember from when. FROM AESTHETICS NIGHT.
seriously, seeing how some ppl behaved tt day, made me feel like BLAHHH. shant blogg.
those ppl would most probably post something on their blogs. something tt goes like this:
ZOMGG!!! AESTHETICS NIGHT WAS THE BOMB!!! I LOVE IT~~
I WAS GREAT AND FRIGGING AWESOME TO SEE ALL MY FRIENDS AND TEACHERS AND BLAHBLAHBLAH (even though they themselves are STIL in queensway -.-)
WE BLAHBLAHBLAH AND WENT REALLY HIGH FOR THE FINALE (which was really boring *yawn* ) AND AFTER WHICH WE WENT TO CAMWHORE LIKE DESPICABLE SLUTS!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH (im just being mean, im sorry :/) IT WAS REALLY FUN, ACTING LIKE IM DEPRIVED OF GUYS AND A TON OF ATTENTION! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, LOOK AT ME!!! (mind you, im still typing what those ppl would post. it has nothing to do with me. LOL) AFTER WHICH, WE WENT TO BLAHBLAHBLAH TO EAT AND BLAHBLAHBLAH WAS THERE AS WELL! WE CHATTED TILL LIKE FOREVER AND WENT TO BLAHBLAHBLAH AND KILLED OURSELVES AND DIED AND WENT TO HELL!!! I LOVE AESTHETICS NIGHT!!!!!! <3
yeah im done XD
i know im mean but i cant help it.
i was REALLY disgusted with some of their behaviours!
i have no idea why i can remember the details this clearly until now, it must be due to.... HOW AWFUL THEY WERE! LOL
so for my future reference, i shall tell you what i did.
i reached home, used my comp XD DUH!
then changed and went to teng's house. left with uno and teng and met aloy at sp.
eddie pangsehed us for some job (havent seen this bum in AGES!)
johnny met us there. tyrus studied in sp but went home to change -.-
ben loo was there. thanks for telling me about KFC can -.-
i saw christina and gang. small jiamin. seniors. jerald and his gang. minus some guitar freako shuwen's nuts about LOL (let's hope tt no one related reads my blog or im in so much trouble!)
I SAW KOHJUNJIE! LOL
he's damn cute. i saw him from afar &somehow i thought he'd be wearing slippers. &he was! AHAHHAH he's so predictable! LOL he told me to watch him disturb his teacher LOL
funny funny funny.
performance started and ended.
one word.
mediocre.
the previous ones were so much better.
me thinks the novelty's wearing off. LOL maybe the school really needs the extra income LOL!
left and waited for CERTAIN ppl to camwhore. im not antisocial, i just dont see the need to.
i mean. i dont like half the ppl there cause they are all DESPICABLE SLUTS!
oops did i just say tt? I WAS KIDDING! im too innocent for such vulgarities! LOL
teehee :P
then tyrus left us cause charmaine wanted to talk to him -.-
told you tt'll happen. LOL but just so I know, nothing happened in the end LOL!
wise choice DUDE. so went to central to MAKAN with unoshuwenaloygaryjohnny.
SAW JUNJIE AGAIN AT THE IDONTKNOW WHAT'S TT CALLED! HAHAHAHAHHH
took pictures XD i swear he's a cutie. i even said hi to carlson. IM SO NICEEEE :D
then we went for dinner at some ulu kopitiam HAHAHAH!
played with shuwen's camera &i kinda had alot of fun.
cant say the same about 2ppl who sulked and walked really far from the fun group though. LOL
went to ntuc to buy stuff then i had to leave cause my curfew was at 12 :/
&& 2ppl invited my kinda-mortal enemy to join them, so i wouldnt think i missed out tt much SO YAY! anyways, someone was AWESOME! * suggested tt they should all walk me home! it's not really far, but it wasnt exactly near either. so THANKS! i didnt think those 2 were happy though HAHAHAHAH I SAW THEIR EXPRESSION! I CHANGED WITHIN AN INSTANT CAN! LOL
she was all, HUUUUHHHH. but SA say he coming alr lehhhhh. HAHAHAHAH
thanks again * :D
tt's the end of my aesthetics night. i have no idea why i typed so much. maybe it's the sound of my keyboard. HAHAHAH kinda nice :D

i shall tell you about today!
im gonna skip the other days cause i think i would be typing 9weeks worth of gp essays if i told you what happened daily. im feeling rather chatty right now, mind. LOL
ummm.... school this morning. yes.
MONDAY! 20TH! JULY!
JOSEPHINE knows what today means. SIGHHH :/
byebye person. JOSEPHINE doesnt feel sad at all laah! (in case you're an idiot, this is DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN HEAVY SARCASM!!!!!!!) ))))):
tt was how sad i am. VERY! EXTREMELY! SUPER! i could emphasize, but then it would all be too vulgar. (told you i was feeling talkative -.-)
texted abcdefg in the morning. IM BRAVEEEEE! XD
was whining to chelsy and the usual, mrlim took no notice.
then when we stopped talking and listened, he looked at me to ask me to change place!!!!
so i was like, ARE YOU SERIOUS!? I WASNT TALKING!!!!
but i just shifted anyways. i figured i'd just make him mad while im sitting infront LOL
i can talk anywhere. i can sleep anywhere. i can stone anywhere. i can choose not to listen :D
but of course, just in case misswu reads my blog, I WAS KIDDING! lol
im seriously HORRIFIED by my midyear results. (ohh yeah i didnt post this as well LOL)
i studied REALLY hard (kinda) but didnt work tt way :/
maybe it's cause i skipped too many chapters.
i'll have to start listening in lectures, like im doing in the AP/GP thinggu LOL
so i was texting abcdefg throughout GP :D
(ummmm to misswu: i only did it when mrlim was talking to chelsy+the-others-who-went-up-but-i-forgot-who-they-were LOL!)
so i DID pay attention.... KINDA :D
after gp was econs lecture! umm.... mrchu was ill so titus' teacher came in. HAHAH
her hand movements were really unnecessary, but it's really funny. LOL
we were having a good laugh about it.
i replied abcdefg only once, cause i was really paying attention in econs :D
GOOD KID JOSEPHINE LOL *clapclap*
break. i didnt wanna eat, but i did anyways. no, im not on a diet.
MY WISDOM TOOTH IS GROWING!!!! LOL
SUPER PAINFUL! i would like to vividly describe how it's killing me, but i have a really strong feeling my mum's coming home soon. i'll just use my godly typing powers to finish today LOL!
after recess was pw then recess AGAIN! LOL
pw's retarded as usual, had a little fun shouting across the room to sylviateo, i think she's nice. LOL so im fine with her and i'll probably tell off anyone who badmouths her FROM NOW ON!
i warned you LOL
it's in the second recess we stopped texting. 1206, according to my phone :/
didnt say bye, so i was pretty )): until i saw his BLOGGA :D
i would miss YOU-KNOW-WHO *sniffsniff!*
i hope he's having fun :/
math lecture followed by chinese.
i learnt quite alot in math! XD nothing interesting happened though. my phone didnt do anth either :/
chinese, on the other hand was AWESOME!!!!
sat at the back between huimin and danielle! LOL
under the fan somemore HAHAHAHAH
halfway laoshi could see everyone sian half alr. so she played jaychou's fa ru xue.
AHAHAHHA!! the 3of us were singing, but we only managed NI FA RU XUE HAHAHAHAHAH
then got a rap part, which i thought was the nicest part. so i told DA NIAO, ehh ehh! i know this part!!! HAHAH then we both rapped NI FA RU XUE TOGETHER!!! AHAHAHAHAH
okay, it probably wouldnt sound funny like this, but i wasnt typing it so you could read.
IT'S FOR DANIELLE LIM WEI NA!!! (she reads my blog but she finds it too wordy -.- I LIKE WORDY!) *the font is so tt she'll notice it more. LOL!
ran around for awhile after chinese so CHEL (HAHAHAH!) can see Sman LOL!
then saw this PERSON who said hi and said smth else and saw me laughing AND THE WHOLE STRING OF QUESTIONS BEGAN! LOL
left school, IT WAS BLOODY HOT MIND YOU! GAAAHHH! :/
i lost 958314 pints of sweat just walking down the canal.
OHHHOHHHOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I WANNA SHARE SOMETHING!!!
you know the canal thing at the back of pj?
there's a busstop nearby.
to go to the busstop, you'd have to walk along to canal.
then walk across a somewhat wooden bridge i guess :/
then jungle jungle jungle with wooden planks to lead the way.
it kinda reminded me off good old NCC days so i started singing the NCC song!!!
HAHAHAHA I WAS REALLY HIGH.
being with CHEL and DA NIAO's REALLY FUN! LOL
then after the somehow-trek, we had to cross the railway track, which was like, 30cm wide????!?!! &&danielle said "if a train came, we would all die" HAHAHAHAHA!
like TOTALLYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHH seriously funny shitzxzxz!
THEN after tt!!! *CLIMAX!!!!*
ummm, we had to cross this tiny drain thing. we had to literally life our legs up across the barrier thing and then again! HAHAHAH
ONCE IN A LIFETIME EXPERIENCE!!! SO INTERESTING!!!!!!
WHY FAISAL NEH TELL ME!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH
I WANNA TRY TAKING BUS TO TT BUSSTOP AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDD
super huge achievement LOL!
super long ride to queensway, died of motion sickness HAHAHAAHH
went to have MACS at queensway then split with danielle to go aspire hub.
as usual i learnt alot and it's 1.19am and my mum's making me turn off the comp.
SO BYEEE :DDDD

i dontknow if you can read this but i hope you're well XD

2009-07-09T22:50:00.002+08:00

KANJI:
ひとりきり暗闇の中　
君の涙の意味を知った
願う場所踏み出したけど
誰も傷つけたくなくて

海を渡る風は今日も
迷わずに明日に向かうのに
心はどうして　動き出せない

※どんな運命が　待っているんだろう
悔やみたくないよ　生まれたこと
悲しみの中に　勇気がある
輝きつかむと　信じている※

降りしきる　青空のナミダ
いつの日か　笑顔に変えるよ

急ぎ足追い掛けた風
指の間を擦り抜けてく
信じることまだ恐いけど
とどまることはもうしない

月がそっと肩を叩き
水面映してくれた月道(きいろみち)
迷うことさえ　忘れてゆくよ

何もない明日が　待っていても
何かを生み出す　手があるから
決められた道も　変えてゆける
強い想い今　込み上げてる

零れてた　青空のナミダ
明日には　きっと晴れるから

見上げた先へと
歩き出せるはず
どこまでも行ける
自分失くさないなら

(※くり返し) -(*repeat)

降りしきる　青空のナミダ
いつの日か　笑顔に変えるよ

ENGLISH TRANSLATION:
All alone in the darkness,
I learned the meaning of your tears.
I've stepped forward to the place I wish for,
Yet I didn't want to hurt anyone.

Even today, the wind crosses over the sea
And faces tomorrow without hesitation.
Why can't my heart begin to move?

What fate awaits me?
I don't want to mourn over the things that have come forth.
Within feelings of sorrow, courage still exists,
And I grasp its radiance while believing.

Tears flow down from a clear blue sky.
Someday they'll change into a smile.

The wind that quickly chased after me
Slips between my fingers now.
I'm still too scared to trust,
But I won't stop no matter what!

As the moon softly grazes my shoulders,
And its silver path reflects on the water,
I've come to forget how to hesitate.

Even if a tomorrow of nothingness awaits,
There's a way to create something from it.
Even my destiny can keep changing,
And strong feelings are now filling my heart.

The blue sky's tears are overflowing,
But it will surely be sunny tomorrow.

So I can start walking towards
The future I looked up to,
I can go as far as I want...
As long as I don't lose sight of myself.

What fate awaits me?
I don't want to mourn over the things that have come forth.
Within feelings of sorrow, courage still exists,
And I grasp its radiance while believing.

The blue sky's tears rain down incessantly...
Someday they'll change into a smile.

2009-07-09T22:15:00.004+08:00

SIGHH~! what's the point of a weekend if there's NO ONE PIECE?!?!?!?!?!? GAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
dont like siol. im gonna be so sad this weekend.
so...... dead. so lack of inspiration. so SHITASS BORING.
on the other hand, COSFEST THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!
anna was supposed to go with me for both days, but i still dontknow when im gg cause she havent text me. SIGHHHH.
i seriously wanna go &see TO THE MAXIMUM!!

NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
IS IT A FILLER ARC FOR BLEACH!?!? ISIT ?!?!!?!
WHY IS MIZUIRO OR SOMETHING STARTING THE SHOW!!?!?!?!?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! DONT DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know the vaizards are coming soon :D

junjie talked to me :D
to ask me what pizza hut's number is :/
SIGHHH AHAHAHAHHA i hope i'll see him tmr XD
he's cute to the maximum ((:
anyways, i think the new GINTAMA ending's AWESOME SHITZSXZXZXZ!
is this girl singing with BEAT CRUSADERS!! LOL
nice nice nice! maybe one day i'll muster enough courage to talk t lulu &ask him to listen to this song.
FELLOW GINTAMA FAN :D
oh btw, just so you know, adding zxzxzxzx to certain words i use DOESNT MAKE ME A TWIT!!!!! IM NOT A TWIT!!!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!!!
&&im not OVERsensitive!!!!!!!
STOP TEASING ME!!! especially since i think * is devastatingly adorable sometimes. HAHAHAHAHAH SOMETIMES ONLY.

school this week's utterly useless.
i think it's to get us used to waking up early and going home in the afternoon.
on monday we had gp all the way. then we went for homeroom or what we call ct lesson.
ummm.... mr lim was really nice so he cut everything short.
sometimes i think he's pretty GOOD. he knew we wouldnt be interested in those BORING slides the school "painstakingly prepared" for us, so he summarised the slides.
i mean, they're supposed to TEACH us how to be hygienic. i mean, can you tell me how old i am?? even MY MOTHER dont have to remind me about this kinda things alr.
i dont get why something so commonsensical has to be taught.
then we had a second slide. something about...... life skills.
BAAAHHH, you either do well or FAIL in life.
what's there to teach.
so he said something about his choices and having an end in mind.... then WE'RE FREE XD
went to macs with class ppl ((:
i DO think we're KINDA antisocial, but it's just cause we dontknow what to say to you ppl sometimes.
dont judge us, we like you too.
but we just click together better. YEAH.
s10 also went macs HAHAHAH
we talked about some ppl when we got back to school.
then we had class photo taking! XD
pity misswu &leslie werent there.
im sure we'd be UBER high with leslie. LOL
today. pw lecture thing thing at first with mr what's-his-name.
he's KINDA funny sometimes, but when he keeps repeating the jokes it gets kinda... uhhh... AWKWARD! hahaahahh YEAHHH.
so after tt we got a speaker telling us things about china.
i mean, i really appreciate how the teachers are asking ppl from somewhere else to come and talk to us unappreciative students... BUT SERIOUSLY! did they think we'd be interested??
SIGHH. tt guy was pretty boring. so i fell asleep. i cant help it.
&lt3 was pretty uncomfortable!! GAAHH.
pw discussion, more like FREE PERIOD!!!!
camwhore with kh's new mac! HAHAHH cooliozxzxzxz shitzxzxzx.
&&HUIMIN'S LAPTOP'S REALLY REALLY NICE!!!!!!!
metallic PINK!!!! SUPER NICE! IM SERIOUS!!
SIGHHH VAIO i think. i want one too~~
so after school had SHORT pt -.-
LOL ran 4 rounds &died LOL
then played ball. SIGHHH. talking about this makes me so depressed.
i cant play anymore LOL the ball go straight one can. then super not nice. ZOMGGG I SUCK.
well, at least im gonna try my best on saturday. PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE COACHCHONG!!! NO TIMING!!!!! お願いい!!
umm so i made trisha kh and chelsy wait for me for a pretty long time IM SORRY!
then went to chinatown tt CENTRAL with chelsy.
stared at the sticky shop guys make CANDY!! LOL
awesome. i like this candy you know!!!!!!!! but i know some ppl dont like candy )):
so i got 2packs. i didnt choose them for the flavour, i liked the design.
PRETTY! :D
walked around for alittle while eating lunch.
then went home LOL!
ohh!! I SAW HAFIZ IN THE TRAIN!!!!!!!
GAAHHH!!! NOT the swimming hafiz shawn has been seeing, but the kahhui's friend HAFIZ!! did i say GAAAAAHHH??
i've always thought they were 2years older than i am, but i learnt today it was 3 HAHAHAHAHA
ahhhhh~~~ SIGHHH.
went home with my ankle nearly killing me.
tired to the maximum.
i think i wanna wear contacts tmr LOL
aesthetics night :D
i think it's gonna be really tragic for me, but i dontknow how tragic. LOL
we'll just see how it goes, &i'll definitely blog about how.... SHITASS i'll feel tmr. お楽しみに! :D

it's the 9th of july!!!! 1010pm.
im feeling so lonely. but im glad there's still someone who thinks im skinny! XD

この手を離さないで
i dontw to be alone, you know.

2009-07-07T21:53:00.003+08:00

JOSEPHINE IS BACK! finally eh. HAHAHH
it's been awhile since i blogged ehh HEHEHH i got lazy XD
ahh~~! after a whole day of listening to jappo songs + watching anime &manga, it's so odd to type in english! HAHAHH ahh wells. i shall write about my achievements for today :D
i had no school!!! tt itself, is something im uber proud of LOL
&&i've read HANA TO AKUMA! until where they've stopped publishing.
PLUS!! i caught up on FULL MOON WO SAGASHITE up until the 50th episode! XD
i've only 2left LOL they videos didnt wanna load so i kinda gave up.
im not really sure if i wanna know how 満月 turned out. SIGHHH.
WHY MUST EICHI-KUN DIE?!!??!?!?!?!??!?! SIGHHHHH. she has a tougher fate than i have )):
SUCKS TO BE HER! LOL
SIGHHH touching show. shoujo freakos out there should watch this manzxzx! SIGHH.
okay, stop thinking about tt show. it's bad for my heart.

さて, when was the last time i blogged again?
lemme check. HAAHHH
woah 4th. ummm... sunday... i went to celebrate javier's birthday!
we went to sakae AGAIN -.- i dont like sakae anymore seriously.
if you want jappo food, go to himawari!! GREAT FOOD! but it's kinda expensive so i guess my auntie wouldnt like tt so we went sakae.
ohh! i baked cookies for javier! XD 大成功です!! :D
if i have to say it myself, it turned out pretty good.
of course, it was premix! LOL until i have enough time &space in the kitchen, i wouldnt be making any homemade ones. i found some pretty decent recipes online though :D
all i need is the above stated and MONEYYYYYYY!
doesnt mean im money faced, you tall dude. assGOLD.
so monday.. slacked at home then went to aspire hub.
there were 2annoying guys there. OBVIOUSLY from those kinda school tt thinks tt they're the kings -.- they went on and on (at a REALLY considerate volume man -.-) about their allowance.
some 320bucks and 350bucks A WEEK! GAAHHH!!! buggers.
one of them was pretty hot though. i know he's a rugger.
i know coz halfway, he went "OHH, my boxers are falling off"
HAHAHA &his friend said "your boxers or rugby shorts??"
SIGHHH. i tried to ignore them, but i kinda enjoyed how superficial they were.
they kinda reminded me of marcus. not the superficial part laah, but the stupid random things they talk about LOL yeah.

so i said i'd blog about past events, not to tell you ppl what happened to me.
but to remind myself. i dontwanna forget these things.
well, i know i have a blank spot from 27thjune to 4thjuly, but i cant remember what happened :D
i think it should be around the exam period so WHATEVER.
shant write anth about it.
it shall just be a new &BAD experience in my pathetically sad jc life.
i shall check facebook now.
the email thing keeps coming up.
life's bad.
i shall keep thinking about those bishounens in mangas and animes.
&&note to myself: NEVER! cosplay at orchard.
marcus thinks ppl who cosplay are FREAKKOS!
at least i know he wouldnt approach cosplay conventions.

じゃあまた.
i hope EGOmarcus doesnt read this.
7th july. 1030. it's about time i went to bed.

2009-07-05T00:58:00.002+08:00

JOSEPHINE is back!!!
NOO, im not gonna blog about what i've been up to the past few days.
i'll do tt tmr or smth.
right now, im just gonna type smth down so i can remember this really nice dream 10, 20years later.

I DREAMT OF MY BEARBOY!!!!!
well, he's technically not a bear person but he looks like one!!
it's not tt kinda BIG SCARY grizzly bear kind, but his face is like the cute-cute-cuddly-to-the-EXTREME!!!!-bear kind. ZOMGG!
&&it's kinda weird for someone his size to be kinda fair but SERIOUSLY!!
cute TO THE MAXIMUM!!!!
even better than those kids at swimming can~~~
SIGHHHH.

okay anyways, in the dream, bearboy &i were lovers~!!!!! ZOMGGG!!!!! HAHAHAHH
i think it's those books and lovelove-comedy animezxzxzx i've been watching recently.
&&those love songgus arent helping as well. &the fact tt im still waiting for someone HAHAHHAH hinthint!!!!
&&as i know (i was gonna say as you know. but you ppl dontknow him so YEAH.), he has this standard group of friends he hangs out with.
of course, in my dream, everyone was bishounen and bishoujos. HEHHEH.
so now you know what my brain's like. im fantasizing 95% of the time.
then his 2 friends fell in love with me!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHH I KNOW RIGHT, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH
now when i think abt it it's SO DAMN HILARIOUS.
sigghhh like THAT would ever happen :/
SO they confessed &it appeared tt i was really close with them as well!
&i was so afraid tt if i said no, they would leave me.
though i stayed faithful to MY bearboy and said no to them in the end.
&& i woke up soon after.
tt bittersweet feeling's still in my heart and mind though.

it must be the edward-bella-JACOBBLACK in my brain as i fell asleep.

while im here, i should just tell y'all what happened in my uneventful life todayyyyy.
woke up. had a long talk with my cousins. went to ntuc for cookiemix then lunch. watched full moon wo sagashite. swimswim XD. kfc. use comp AGAIN.
swimming was fun XD kinda. but i swear my body was trying to kill me.
ankle pain+chest pains+thumb ultra pain, no thanks to the strength i was using+cramps. must be time eh. SIGHHH.
had a really hard time catching up with gengjie but i think he was really relaxed. HAHAHAHHH
sighh. strongstrong ac canoe maniacs.
&&HEATHER TRASHED HAROLD!!! BESIDE HIM!!!! GAAHHH!!!!
disgrace can. SIGHH. i needa improve.

oops. just so you know, it's the 4th of july! 1258.
HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY! for the angmohs ONLY.

2009-06-28T00:15:00.003+08:00

I SHALL POST AGAIN! HAAHHH
im REALLY bored cause one piece aint out yet, &my mum's not interested in the comp tonight!
she decided packing her table was more interested. her table's more messy than mine can LOL
i went to KAIWEN'S blog!!
AWWWW I MISS KAIWENZXZXZXZXZX.
then i saw this. presuming the JOSEPHINE he referred to was ME (y'know JOSEPHINE's really common. wallflower-animeversion, had a skeleton named JOSEPHINE LOL), i shall do this.

Tagged by: YEOH KAI WEN!

FAVOURITES!
Clothing: WTF?! i like all the clothes i wear. if i dont like it, i wouldnt even wear it -.-
Sport: sleeping HAHAHAH yes it's a sport to me.
Song: 90% of those in my ipod. if you wanna see, tell me.
PSP or Nintendo Wii: books.
Ice cream or jelly: ICE CREAMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chocolates or sweets: BOTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Her: WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? THIS IS SO RETARDED I DONT EVEN GET WHAT YOU WANNA ASK.
Apple or orange: FYOU I DONT WANNA ANSWER ALR.
Cartoon: DANNY PHANTOM!
Movie: harry potter &twilight series LOL

QUESTIONS (this chunk is kaiwen's answer. i no mood alr.)
what are you thinking of now?: why am i doing this quiz?
What are you doing?: common sense... typing
What do you want to do?: now or future?
Who are you thinking about now?: nobody.
Are you bored?: ya.
How are you feeling?: sick.
Have any personal things to share?: idk.
Who did you last hug?: idk.
Who did you last text?: Zhao hui- Wednesday got ndp practice?
Who did you last took picture with?: idk.
tag ten ppl to do this quiz:(i tag thoose online on msn..)1. Justin2. Dylan3. Estee4. Regina5. Josephine6. Kahoe7. Xuan meng8. Ridha9. JuinFei10. Hafiz
What if 1 and 8 fight?: they dun even noe each other.
What if five loves your girlfriend?: cannot be, they both are not lesbian... (btw, i am single)
How do you noe 4? student council or Ndp.. idk
How are you related to 7? Primary class & school mate
What if 9 hates you? idk.
What if 3 and 5 fight? catfight? i dun think so.. cuz they dun even noe each other....
If 2 have a boyfriend/ girlfriend, and you don't have, would you be jealous? dun care.
Who is 8? A very good friend in primary school~! :D
Does 9 hate you before? No way.
what will you do if 7 hates you? theres no way that will happen.

OKAYYYY THIS IS SO OBVIOUSLY DONE BY A PRIMARY/LOWER SEC SCHOOL KID.
STUPID RETARDED PPL.
MAKE ME SO ANGRY FOR WASTING MY TIME ON THIS KINDA STUPID THINGGUS.
i dont mean kaiwen cause kaiwen's adorable FULLSTOP!

2009-06-28T00:03:00.002+08:00

Why, oh why do I love you so much?
My tears overflow this much

Back in that time, there was so much to lose that I couldn't sing anything
A place just a little ways away--That was where I was

That day, deep in your eyes, I saw the loneliness
Are the two of us really alike?
If I'd realized it, you were always by my side

Why do I love you so much?
Your voice rings inside me so much it makes me sad
Just what it was that supported me so much
From afar, I realize it now

Like a lost child, crying and searching
But there was no such thing as forever

"It's okay if you don't believe in anyone" you whispered
Were the two of us really alike?
And I decided then, I would protect you

Why can't I turn them to memories
You're too far, too near for me to reach
The more I tell myself "I will forget"
The larger you loom in my thoughts

Why do I love you so much?
Your voice rings (inside me) so much it makes me sad
Just what it was that supported me so much
I realize it now from afar

Why do I love you so much?
It's so easy I just can't answer

this song + the anime (full moon wo sagashite) is soooooo GAAAAHHH!
makes me wanna waterproof + shatterproof + bulletproof + stabproof my heart.
but it's nice :/
i'll try to look for something to put the song up onto my blog.
let you ppl hear the full song. AWESOMELY done.
or, like FRANKY would say, SUPERRRRRRRRR~!

2009-06-27T23:37:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY. 27TH. JUNE.

i stayed at home the most of today.
i've got things to blog about but i dont really feel like blogging.
so, for my future reference, I FINISHED RAVE MANGA LAST NIGHT!!!!
gaaaaah <3
ohh ohh! i finished wallflower this afternoon also!!!!!
takenaga's voice was done by GINTOKI'S!!!!! HAHAHAHH
i heard him &i knew <3

1142pm.

2009-06-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

27TH JUNE! FRIDAY!!!!!

JOSEPHINE です~!
has anyone EVER told you that long nails were better than short one?
THEY LIE! DONT BELIEVE THESE EVIL PPL ie UNO & JOY.
dammit. i've got a pretty deep cut because of my toenails.
you see, uno told me girls should have long nails.
so i tried doing tt. at first i tried to keep my nails longer than my fingers. NOT WORKING!
it's not my fault i was trained to bite them off since i was like, 5.
so i gave in to temptation yo.
but i DID try to leave my toenails. of course, i dont bite my toenails you know. im just pretty obsessed about keeping it short. LOL
but this holiday, i painted my nails so i thought, might as well let it grow y'know LOL
so you see, with long toenails, i wore flats out. i'll tell you where i went later, just let me whine about the painful cut i have on my fourth toe first.
with the flats, my toes are pretty much squeezed (not so tightly, obviously) into a triangle shaped thinggu. much like an onigiri. ZORO <3
THE LONG NAIL OF MY LAST TOE TOOK ADVANTAGE OF THIS &HAPPILY SLIT A HOLE ON THE SIDE OF MY TOE!!!! ZOMGG.
i wanna be claire now. i wanna cut off my last toe HAHAHAHAH
but i think it'd be WAAAAYYYYY more painful than the cut i have, so YEAH. im a wimp.
also, i have a cut on my heel. same foot -.-
ALSO! YES ANOTHER ONE!
when i got off the bus, i happily hopped off &landed on my RIGHT FOOT.
then!! some EFFING IDIOTIC pain shot my from my ankle &decided it'll be FUN to torture JOSEPHINE -.- it's still painful now you know! GAAAAHHHH!!!!!!
yes. everything ended up killing my same foot. GAAAH. FML

ahh~ cooliozxxzxzx LONG PARAGRAPH LOL
i shall tell you where i went today.
woke up at 9. rushed to bring joey to eeepoh's place for her tuition. LOL
she scored pretty badly so my mummy sent her for tuition.
eeepoh's really strict so i think it's only a matter of time before she gets scolded/WHACKED!
HAHAHAH eeepoh has really odd antics but i think it somewhat makes her really interesting LOL
anyways, i went to meet chelsy at 10! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
yes, we went to the library at 10 HAHAHAHH
spammed econs.
&&today, i realised i didnt know anything about econs.
ohh! we went there &saw who i saw the past few times &the ppl chelsy wanted to see!
HAHAHAH she's lucky manzxzxzx LOL
so we left to have lunch then left for orchard.
GAHHH BUS RIDE WAS HORRIBLE.
i was hit by a wave of motion sickness. i usually nap motion sickness off but i didnt think it'll be nice to leave chelsy talking to herself so i didnt HAHAHH
FINALLY REACHED town &walked more! GAAAH by then the cut was pretty deep alr.
so met misswu at paragon's starbucks &we stayed there for approximately 2hours~!
tt's the longest i've ever used for econs HAHAHAH
&i learnt alot! makes me really motivated to study.
i wanna make misswu proud. kinda. HAHAHAH i just dontw the principal to ask WHY ARE YOUR STUDENTS SO LOUSY?! it would suck if i were tt teacher LOL
ohh yeahh i saw joash HAHAHAH
i was stoning with a really retarded face, staring at nothing.
then he walked past &waved. HAHAHAH if i were drinking something, i bet i would've accidentally PUIIIIIIIIII very dramatically out onto misswu's face HAHAHAHAH
GAAAAAH! im so talkative today LOL
then we went upstairs to satisfy chelsy's shopaholic needs &CHIONGGGGGGGED to meet her parents cause they would have to keep calling if she didnt meet them on time LOL
took bus home &you know the rest.

abcdefg aint home. maybe he's home but just not online. i dontknow.
GAAAH.
OHH YEAH. talking abt abcdefg somehow made me link to SHITDUDE.
hello. yes you. you know who you are. although i dontknow if you know about your nickname (i doubt you do) LOL &i also highly doubt you know about my blog.
let's just pretend you do.
THE WAY I WALK AINT FUNNY OR ABNORMAL OR ANYTHING GAAAAHH!
&please triangle my nickname! HAHAH
ABCDEFGGGGGGGGG!

just heard a nice song from my idol's blogga.
HAHAH he used to watch anime as well you know.
another old-axn fan. like some stupid tall guy from PJ also HAHAHH
it's a jappo songgu from FLAME OF RECCA! tell me if you wanna know the title!

it's 1013pm now.
またね! :D

2009-06-26T00:41:00.002+08:00

ohh yeahh while waiting for abcdefg to come back online to talk to me, i wanna tell you ppl something.
I WANNA PIERCE MY TONGUE!!!!!
HAHAH ohh &the best part is, my mummy allows it!! ((((:
but she says she'll want to test it out first, by making me pierce A SECOND EARHOLE!
I DONT WANT LEHH!!! HOW!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!!!??!
oo-er someone's back online XD
but seriously. if i pierced my tongue, no doubt my daddy &gramma will have a GINORMOUS reaction. but i think it'll be pretty awesome to have one.
i dontknow why.
i was walking around suntec tt day with my mummy and family.
then i suddenly felt like i should have something on my tongue HAHAHAHAH
what say you? should i??
tell me okay ((:

2009-06-25T23:38:00.002+08:00

25 JUNE 2009 THURSDAY

hello earth. JOSEPHINE is blogging XD
this morning was BLAHHHH. i hate mornings.
mannnn im so not in the mood to blog now!!!!!
anyways, i was planning to wake up to go to th library AGAIN.
GAAAHHH im sucha dork. i wanna be a geek!
but when my alarm rang at 8 (YES 8, ALTHOUGH I WAS PLANNING TO LEAVE AT 11. well, im sorry for taking a ridiculously long time to get dressed and ready okay! HAHHAH) i saw tt my mum's not awake yet! she was still in bed so i couldnt be bothered to get up. i'll have to say, im pretty lazy to talk to her these days. maybe tt's why she said "you're drifting apart from me" HAHAHAHAH tt's so drama-ish but i'll have to agree. im 17.
so i was all, ohh wells. i'll sleep. i can barely open my eyes anyways.
not tt i have any visible ones -.- LOL
i have no idea why im suaning myself though HAHAHH
misswu called me &activated my ridiculously loud ringtone -.-
but it's an awesome one so im fine with it ((:
i was uber shocked she called &&i bet i slurred my words. HAHAHAH
then i had no mood to sleep anymore so i just rolled around my bed, waiting for sleep to return to me but it never did DAMN. it was 11 so i figured, heck. i'll just get up i guess.
but i couldnt. cant move. SERIOUS.
my whole body was aching can. GAAAAH. dont like. but i crawled out anyways. HAHAHAHH
SIGHHHHH. i had my breakkie then slacked with joey in front of the teevee. played with lynette. she's sucha sweet kid HAHAHH
then i went back to sleep. HAHAHAHAHHAHHA YES I DID!
I LOVE SLEEPING~~!
woke up, watched animezxzxx AGAIN! HAHAHAHH
now im watching yamato blahblahblah... otherwise known as WALLFLOWER!
nice show! i'll give it 8/10 HAHAHAH
before this i was rewatching ouran. HAHAH did i mention it before??
to me, ouran's a 9.5/10.
.5 marks is down the drain cause i just cant get enough of ouran &THEY STOPPED AT 24!!!
GAAAHHHHH.
jumping back from semi-depression, i just realised i didnt paragraph the previous chunk. i dont like UBERRRRRR long chunks, so PARAGRAPH!!!

HAHAHA PARAGRAPH 2:
i left house at 6.
with joy.
went to aspire hub.
then i came back home.

PARAGRAPH 3:
ABCDEFG IS TALKING TO ME XDDDDDD
byebye ppl ((:
it's 12.23am yo.

2009-06-24T19:01:00.000+08:00

JOSEPHINE's tired. really really tired. my eyes are sagging HAHAHH
i havent been sleeping early. &by not early i meant really early.
my average sleeping time for the past 2 weeks is 4am. HAHAHHH
i've been reading books and playing games. seriously it's so not healthy for my eyes. and me.
when it's past my bedtime i cant breathe properly. like breathe, but not enough air tt kinda thing. i dont like tt feel you know. i think my lungs poncheck alr. HAHAHHHHAHAHH
okay, it's supposed to be a bad thing but it's funny. im thinking of tires now LOL
anyways, i've been meaning to blog for the past week but.... i just didnt feel like it.
i've been sad these days. not EMO like someone.
i mean, EMOing's not a good thing you know.
DONT EMO ALR!!! ((:
wanna know why im sad?? CAUSE! no one talk to me. i mean got ppl talk to me laah.
but you know. the abcdefg person NEH talk to me so im like ARRGHHHHH SOBSSOBS.
like chelsy &some random anti-superman guy. at least they talk occasionally can.
WHATEVER. JOSEPHINE'S DURABLE. I WONT BREAK. im not sure my heart can take it though.

okay i was supposed to look at my blog to see from when i havent been blogging, then i realised tt it was IMPOSSIBLE!! GAAAHHH!!!!!
lemme tell you why. YOU CANT SEE THE BLOODY DATE AND TIME!!! ZOMGG!!!
so i've decided. im gonna post the date on the top of EVERY post from now on, &&the time at the bottom, as my last sentence.
but for now, TODAY'S THE... wait lemme check the date. 24TH JUNE!!!! WEDNESDAY!!! now you know. HAAHAHAHH
looking at my phone, i wanna tell you all something.
my phone's my boyfriend (CAUSE I DONT HAVE A REAL ONE! *SOBSSSSS*)
my ipod's my girlfriend. HAHAHHH cannot live without them. seriously. &&i like my wallet also so yeahhhh manzxzxzx.
okay back to the main topic. i went to the library with my sisters today! LOL
it was supposed to only be with joey cause she had to go for tuition as well but joy came along HAHAHH not bad laah but joy's an idiot. joey's just.... HAHAH horribly annoying.
daddy fetched us home so i wasnt really pissed off for sucha long time LOL
&&it was really cold today!!! ZOMGG!!
i was wearing yet another tank top, STUPID IDIOT.
so i kept my sweater on the whole day. should've brought the hoodie ehh.
cold, really. my feet are still ice cold, and my fingertips are semi-numb.
but i taught myself atomic structure today!! ((:
i understood!!! HAHAHH but i wouldnt have done it if chelsy, kh and tf didnt painted the main picture out to me before though, so THANK YOU!! :DDD thank god for you ppl.

okayy so the last time i blogged was on last friday.
i think i went to study with UNOHANA TAICHO. or should i say vice-taicho. BWAHAHAHH
then went for dinnah with my gramma and joy cause everyone else disappeared.
ahh~~~ such mundane life. i may actually get used to it LOL
my memory's rather hazy so it maybe really off.
then saturday... i have no idea what i did in the morning. i was online the whole day if i'm not wrong, &&he wasnt online and i dontknow why )):
went for swimming in the evening, kaiwen the smooth hands didnt go!!! )): HAHAHH
some ndp thinggu or something. COME BACK, KAIWEN!!! HAHAHAHH
sunday..... went out for father's day. suntec. walkwalktalktalk.
monday. study. uno&&weilun. someone was invited but was EMOing. manzxzxzx.
uno left after reading magazines -.- she claimed she cant study without a table. lol you.
so left andrew &i until i had to meet my sisters and mummy.
we went to watch night at the museum 2 then went home HAHHAHAHH
pretty okayy, but i wouldnt rate it too high. wasnt as highstrung as it was for the first movie.
although i have to say, amy adams was AWESOME! new idol~~ HAHAH
ohh yeah! i saw boonpeng and darwin! LOL only their backs cause joy told me only when they left. you know, i cant see anything without my specs HAHAH
im seriously considering wearing my specs full-time when school reopens. i like seeing stuffs and observing ppl. LOL
tuesday. i went somewhere. im not gonna say where &&with who i went with. i dontw joey/joy to pry into my blog &then they'll tell my mum where i went and stuff like tt.
then she'll give me this REALLY long and unbearble speech about BLAHBLAHBLAH and whatnots. it makes me really annoyed in no time at all so im really going all out to avoid tt. as long as my brother &i know, tt would suffice. it was fun ((:
well, i would say i covered my week pretty fast and good XD
but of course, i missed out the details cause i really cant remember anything by the time im home. my brain's constantly in a stoning mode.

i've been listening to songs on ppl's blog.
namely abcdefg's and ethan's. of course, ethan doesnt know i read his blog and leech off his nice songs. HAHAH im not gonna link him cause i dontw ppl to read his blog. HAHAHH
i dontw ppl from queensway and come to my blog and read his blog and tag him and link him because i dont dare to myself. HHAHAH he's my idol~~ LOL
the current song on abcdefg's blog is pretty catchy! AHAHAHH

im glad i had alot to type today. i havent been posting wordy posts these days.
i dontknow why ppl dont like wordy blogs. i like them.
im so not in the mood for dinnah.
no appetite. i hope my fingertips have thawed.
I CANT CHECK MY SPELLING!!! ARGGHHHHZXZXZXZ.

2009-06-19T22:47:00.001+08:00

tralala~~
joy just told me how to download songgus!! :DDD
she should have told me earlier. now i have to dig my history to see which songs i want HAHAHH
okayy~~ im busy so later!~~

2009-06-18T21:42:00.001+08:00

since my brother talked about his dreams, maybe i should too. HAHAHH
i wont tell you abt the apocalypse one, but i'll tell you about the one last night. okay, to keep things short, this scary faced ghost possessed my friend apparently. she followed me around &i was really freaked out by her. so i ran from her. then i met vina!!! VINA HERMANTO! havent seen her in ages. so we were both REALLY shocked and started conversing. WE SPOKE IN JAPANESE -.- HAHAHAHAH it came out really naturally and it was rather.... COOL! HAHAHHHA YEAHHH COOLIOZXZXZXZXZX. then i ran away from her to avoid the ghost girl HAHAH weird dream, but in the duration of the dream, i was studying in a jappo school~ nice school uniform and all YAAAYYY!!! &&i looked UBERRR chiobuxzxzxzxzxz. LOL
&&if you ppl are wondering who my brother is, he's gengjie. HAHAHH

i've been thinking lately.
how do you give names to some ppl?
like i mean, my name's JOSEPHINE yes?
i like it when ppl call me JO.
it's odd when ppl go, JOSEPHINE, CAN I BORROW YOUR PEN?
GAAAHHH!! so formal LOL
chelsy and uno calls me JO. danielle also. eddie aloy, JO. tyrus johnny they all JO. my new brother and AHEM JO. jo's nice. makes me happy when it's JO.
more.... familiar... kinda thing. YEAH ((:
BUT!! i think if you're not really familiar with someone, you shouldnt cut her name.
i mean like from CHELSY to CHELS. hahahahh +incessant CHELS CHELS CHELS.
ZOMGG STFU HAHAHAHHH! okay no offense. just example okayyy.
JO'S GOOD :DD

ohh~~ i've been meaning to triangle my blogskin for ages alr. i found two nice ones!!
maybe i'll use the brighter pinker one cause i feel HAPPYYYYYY!!
today, i went to study ((:
with uno. weilun. zhikai. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
YEAHH. effective, yo. &&&fanks you for helping manzxzxzx.
HAHAHH i didnt dare to ask for help LOL
someone left early~~ but YEAHH.
YAAWOOOHOOOOHOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
byebeezxzxzx ((:

2009-06-17T22:34:00.001+08:00

JOSEPHINE CUT HER FRINGE! ZOMGGG
i dontknow how it looks now. i havent dry it yet. LOL
i hope it looks okay. LOL &&i dont care if it doesnt. I DONT CARE WHAT OTHER GIRLS THINK OF ME! i only care what he says LOL

i was waiting at the side of the road, waiting to cross.
i felt like falling forwards when a car came by. is it painful? to get hit by a car?
~~ gonna go eat dinner with my daddy now~~

IM BACK XDD
ZOMGG it took me like 20mins to use the internet again -.-
STUPID MODEM THING THING or whatever my comp is connected to HAHAHH

im so not in the mood to blog now.
my dad's starting to NAG -.-
ZOMGG. he keeps asking me to behave myself and blahblahblah.
i mean, it's something he's not good at so im pretty sure someone LIKE MY MUM made him say this =.=
W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R!

GRAY

2009-06-16T18:03:00.001+08:00

woke up at 9 this morning. like i said i had a horrible dream.
ARGHH. thankfully most of the bad feel i got from the dream is gone! HHOHOHH.
anyways, i was really smart and observant and i saved ppl~
HAHAHAHH whatever. im gonna erase tt odd dream from my memory.

went to the library~ ALONE.
cause no one wanna go wimme. UNO laah. pangseh me.
&&i dont dare ask AHEM to go wimme. HAHAHH
anyhoos, i went there, GUESS WHO I SAW ZOMGG!!!!
i swear i could've DIED on tt spot laah.
can i be any suay-er?? NO OFFENSE, but im just horribly SHY.
well, chelsy knows who i saw. HAHAHH ZOMGG!
dream come true XDDDD but i was too damn shy. LOL
if chelsy were studying wimme then WOOTS.
well i hope no one related would read this post or im pretty much screwed. HAHAHH

ohhhhhhh guess what. JOSEPHINE is UBERRRRR smart.
i mean she went to library to study math.
&we all know tt math needs workings and stuffs like tt right?
guess what she forgot to bring? PAPER!
i didnt have rough paper, i didnt have foolscrap, &i chose the PERFECT day to not bring my notebook -.- GENIUS, I TELL YOU.

anyways, it was pretty fruitful. i thought myself chapter 5! XDDD
i had to teach myself cause i missed a few lectures about it, &came for the others, didnt understand much, so i just went to sleep. HAHAHH so i knew NUTS about graphing techniques. LOL i think i spent about an hour?? i dontknow. i was observing other ppl...... daydreaming... at least it's more effective than studying at home okay LOL

left EARLY cause i dontknow how to teach myself functions and the other 2 chapters. AHAHAH
im so screwed for midyears. WHO WANNA TEACH ME????????????
AHEM wanna teach me? HAHAHAH
went to run errands for my auntie &went to popular to look for things to buy.
ZOMGG~!! THEY HAVE THE BALL BALL THING!!
i mean those things are hella expensive! 3bucks for one ball. HAHAHAH but it's GREAT yes?
went to vivo's toysrus with joel &found the GINTAMA ballzxzx! ((:
i got my okita sougo <33
im so gg back there tmr LOL
or thursday. KYAAA! hopefully they have something good XD

i wanted to talk to abcdefg but he went off )):
i know what he has tonight XD

2009-06-16T09:20:00.000+08:00

i dreamt of apocalypse.
horrible.

2009-06-15T12:53:00.002+08:00

PROCRASTINATOR JOSEPHINE IS BACK!! XD
since im still not in the mood to study, and am denying myself of anime now, I SHALL BLOG!
HAHAHH tralala~~ dont like studying.

I HAVE A BROTHER NOW!!
i still dontknow who's older cause gj is seriously more mature and smart. LOL
BUT WOOTS!!!! BROTHER!!! HAHAHH
im gonna spam random things now cause im bored and have no idea what to blog about cause i havent been doing anythin XD
ohh! as C said, im DARK!!! ((:
my skin's like 40% of my ideal colour so im alittle happy. HAHAHH
so nice!!!!!!! especially my arms. i meant the wrists. SO NICE CAN!
ohh i also have a blueblack on my left wrist. HAHAH i dontknow how i got it can. i keep rubbing it but it dontw go away!!! ARGHH. but no one can see i t anyways. it's about my skin colour LOL
I LIKE MY SKIN COLOUR NOW~
but my nose skin's peeling. HAHAH i look like a retard LOL

i should study, but im seriously not in the mood~~~~ im hungry~~~~~~~
i have SHINY PINK NAILS!!! HAHAHA are you jealous? it's super chiobu. but i think it'll be nicer if i had longer nails. but i dont so too bad LOL
at least the polish is preventing my from biting my nails~~
it wouldnt be long before i took the remover out. LOL
im gonna bring my hw infront of the comp now and try to do. math. i prefer math. HAHAH
so byebeeexxzx ((:

2009-06-14T23:07:00.001+08:00

JOSEPHINE'S upset.
uno's gonna pangseh me tmr.
we initially wanted to go study. so we jio jio ppl out.
i jio-ed AHEM out LOL
then she texted me and say she dontw go.
and then he told me he dontw go. he wanna go SB -.-
FINE LAAH I GO ALONE AGAIN! HMMPF.
HAHAHAHHA well, whatever.
i'll see how it goes.
EDIT!!! AHEM dontw go SB. he wanna famei at home HAHAHAHHAHH

today i slacked at home.
in the morning. then went for lunch at 3!!! ZOMG LAAH
swam at 5. ZOMGG!! sunday water's FILTHY!!!!
so gross can. i'll NOT swim on sunday if i had a choice.
water's really packed so i didnt wanna swim fast and end up knocking into other ppl.
so i swam REALLY REALLY SLOW. seriously slow.
no one was there to pace me.
then joy told me to swim SLOWER -.-
i wasnt even panting laah. i was falling asleep in the water.
which was really dangerous. i could've died.
heather was cute and fun ((:
should play with her more often LOL
okay im just typing rubbish now.
went to rocky's with my family and saw a pair of gays. ZOMGG!!
went home. VAIR FULL!
gonna stone now. WOOTS. byebeeezxzxzxz.

2009-06-14T00:35:00.000+08:00

JOSEPHINE HAD BBQ TODAY ((:

it rained really heavily last night. or this morning.
i was awakened by the seriously deafening thunder at 6am!!!! GOSH.
&&my cousin CRIED! he's like... 6 alr HAHAHH
yes, both of them stayed over again LOL
i like having them around cause they're cute. but they get really noisy sometimes.
like ytd, after training, i had this really bad migrane. then cedrica was making RETARDED noises when she was playing with lynette. so i went to tell her to STFU
HAHAHAH im not mean im just cranky LOL
anyways, i love the rain!! i just dont like the pre-rain weather.
stuffy like !~#$%^&*

couldnt wake up early. so joy used the comp for most of the day while i watch teevee
couldnt talk to abcdefg before he went out )):
AAHAHAHH but whatever.
went for BBQ. met uno. VAIR HOT CAN THE WEATHER!
waited for VAIR long for someone to come.
went to pick ppl up, but they end up reaching c's house even before us -.-
まぁ, i had fun so XD
he said bye ((:

i wanna thank my mummy for letting me go tonight XD
skipped swimming. gj did too. are we supposed to go on sunday??

2009-06-12T14:55:00.003+08:00

JOSEPHINE talked to him today (:
she's brave XD

JOSEPHINE had training this morning.
it was really HOT!!!!
gosh the sun was really heating up her skin.
she likes ((:
the grouping was.... HAHAHAH lucky!! :D
went for lunch then went home.
HAHAH he's cute!
anyways, we're gonna study on MONDAY! anyone??
abcdefg? wanna go? HAHAHAHH

have a really bad ache now. owwie..!!!!
im gonna go take a long nap.
i had a short one just now XD
ONE PIECE MANGA'S OUT!!!!!!!

&&ppl? please drink alot of water.
weitian told me his friends died due to dehydration :/
RIP

2009-06-11T21:27:00.002+08:00

JOSEPHINE should just give up.
die jo, DIE.
seriously. give up. HOPELESS.
ARGHHHHH FUCK OFF AND DIE.
ARGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! IM SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF CAN!!!!
JOSEPHINE'S sucha wimp. sissy. USELESS!!!
watching full moon wo sagashite made me hate myself more.
everything they say makes me feel like sucha loser.
FACE REALITY. he wont like you.

2009-06-11T08:41:00.002+08:00

ahh~ i bet they're meeting alr )):
i bet they're there alr )):
i wanna be there~~~
but i needa wait for ppl =.=
GAAAAAAH!

anyhoos, i was supposed to bring joey to have her tuition
but she said she was sick so i didnt have to go in the end -.-
&&i woke up early!!! boo you.
my whole body aches~~

YADAYADAYADAYADA

2009-06-10T15:08:00.000+08:00

uh, JOSEPHINE feels so betrayed.
i mean like, we were right infront of her -.-
stupid b. didnt tell us anything about it. whatever.
i dont like b to talk to me ABCDEFG. BACK OFF!
okay whatever, im not petty.

OKAY I CANT NOT BE ANGRY.
EAT SHIT!!! I HATE YOU, HYPOCRITE! okay laah.
but seriously. who's not a hypocrite. everyone lies and be fake for some reason.
dont tell me you've never been a hypocrite. i mean, i have a blog so im ranting on my blog.
if you're unhappy just get a blog and rant back laah!
i mean, in case b ever reads my blog you know. HAHAHH
okay im happy now ((:

blogging proper:
today i woke up early.
pt. in school. 8.
i thought i was gonna be UBER late. so i half ran.
i was the earliest girl.
the next one came at 815.
-.- tired. ran rounds.
i rather swim. i dont like running alone.
at least someone would accompany me when i swim. THANKYOU ((:
i hate pt. &me thinks the canoe dudes in our school are... ZOMGG
they all shaved their heads. with my kinda eyesight, everyone looks exactly the same -.-
bottomline, HATE PT.

for the last few days i've been wanting to blog.
but i was lazy. so i didnt.
im glad to have my friends back from ltc.
i was gonna rant abt someone from vb. then i decided not to.
you should be glad.

2009-06-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

i lied today ((:
needa do my EOM now.
so i shall stop watching one piece. LOL ahh~ but it's so nice~
SKULL JOKE!!!!! YOHOHOHOHOHOHHH!
&&i dontknow vai abcdefg neh reply ):

ytd my mum made me angry.
kbkb also.
+_)(*&^%%%%$!~

2009-06-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

I'VE DECIDED SOMETHING TODAY.
i dont friend physics alr. physics not my friend. I HATE PHYSICS!!

today, i brought my pet JOEY to eepoh tuition. HAHAHAHH
finally. i think she seriously need tuition laah. her midyear grades SUCKED!
then i stayed at the jurong west library to study.

i think im a nerd. no mood to blog anymore. YOHOHO ((:

またね

2009-06-01T11:00:00.001+08:00

i had a bad dream. a nightmare. i mean, its not like those where monsters and ghouls chase you about, wanting your blood or whatever. it just had EVERYTHING i wished wont happened to me, happening to me -.- i wasnt panting and breaking out in cold sweat when i woke up, but i was horrified. quite a little shock for me. i will study hard.

last night, i helped daddy fix in the new teevee!!! im so awesome, i can be a technician in future. HAHAHH genius la me. i swear, gabriel is either making too much profit, or he's just like santa. on the other hand, jennifer's just awesome. moneymakingmachine. no wonder she's so freaking stressed every night. it's not good you know. she's being more and more anal and she's annoying me.

i've been wanting to blog, but by the time i reach home, i wont remember a single thing i wanna blog about. i think it's cause im usually walking home alone. then i would blast my ipod music in my ears. then i would be literally brain washed. so it's good and bad. i mean, my life's 50% full of bad stuffs.

anyhoos, i've decided i'll update daily (or almost daily) on how boring my holiday is!!
IM PRETTY SURE YOU'LL LOVE IT. (THIS IS DAMN DAMN DAMN SARCASTIC, YO)
so holidays started on saturday. lemme tell you about saturday.
i had nothing on. NOTHING. so i stayed home and was online since 9. trying to complete the GPP and send it to flabby. HHAHAH no offence. sent it about... 1230? hehheh. im a bad kid.
someone went off, so i was pretty much bored. then i watched DETROIT METAL CITY!!!
I THINK ALL YOU PPL OUT THERE SHOULD WATCH IT!! it's a little vulgar but HOO!
the main actor's the one who acted L in death note. you WONT see the resemblance until i tell you. AHAHHA here's the link. NOW BOW AND THANK ME.
http://www.dramacrazy.net/japanese-movie/detroit-metal-city/detroit-metal-city
went swimming in the evening. even kaiwen's not coming. i dontknow where he is )):
all kaiyuan's fault. kick you. at least gengjie's still coming HAHAHAHAHH
&i swear shawntoh loves to make me angry. every week he does something to make me feel like smacking him. ARGHHH! but he's so freaking adorable i'll bear with his idiocy.

sunday, mummy fetched me to the library at 12.
spent 6hours there, ALONE. )):
but it was rather fruitful so ((:

i'll tell you what happens today tmr (:
come back again (:
okay laah. i'll let you listen to nice song. ONEPIECE movie 9.
main character, TONY TONY CHOPPER!!!!!

LOVE YOU, はじめてあったのは武者べり雨だったね

2009-05-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS JUST GREAT.
for many different reasons i was feeling pretty gay, but the lack of candy's alittle odd.
met uno in the morning, as usual, IT WAS SO FLIPPIN' HOT!!
HOLY *BLEEEP!!!!* i was walking UBERR slowly to the mrt i still perspired -.-
uno gave me the cloud ring!!!! ((:
THANKS KL AND UNAGI!!! :D now im like, closer to hibari-sama <3
im sucha dork. shut up JO.

reached school, HOLY COW. IT WAS SERIOUSLY DAMN HOT CAN.
CANNOT TAHAN. pe first period, by the time chelsy &i reached the grandstand majority of my classmates were sitting there. NOT CHANGED.
i was all, HUH? why you all never change?
i swear my classmates are all bent on skipping pe. HAHAHHA
in the end we asked mdmloh or what'shername if we could skip pe and study.
SHE SAID YES! I LIKE HER ((:
so since it we were sweaty and all, we went to shower. HAHAHHH
not my whole class, i meant chelsy&i. NICE. i felt awesomely squeaky clean. YAY SHOWER ROOMS!!!
i dont mind taking pe everyday if i had the time to shower in school LOL
so we went to have hotdogs and blahblah.
went for econs, was really tired. so misswu told me to sleep earlier.
i mean it's not like i could last night you know. i was rushing out my gpp -.- which, btw, got trashed by sylviateo like DJKBFDULGBJBVFYUTGBERAGBFUGT! we needa do ALOOOOOT of research. YOU TELL ME HOW?! my group ppl dont even wanna meet up. YOU WANT THEM TO DO EXTENSIVE RESEARCH?! we can just go screw ourselves laah -.-
sorry i get agitated when i think of PW.
had another break after econs didnt eat. didnt see anyone )):
chem was dreadful. the lecturer had a really annoying nasal voice, so i didnt like it.
tried to sleep, really uncomfortable.
i think it was math after chem?? didnt really do anything, wasnt particularly interested cause i was texting my abcdefg ((: YAY for him XD
physics extra lesson -.- HORRENDOUS. kh wanted to buy stuff before the lesson so we went down to the canteen &i saw something unexpected XD
waited for unagi after school and went to the CREMENTI pasarmalam.
HHAHAH I HAD MACS FRIES! my life is complete. LOL

i realised i spent ALOTALOT of money today and ytd.
I NEEDA BE THRIFTY!
i wanna get a holiday job. any offers??

it must be global warming

2009-05-23T11:08:00.000+08:00

lethargy.
i dontknow what's happened to me these days.
i get so tired i cannot do anything once im home. i get so tired my brain doesnt work. i get so tired im not even aware ive reached home. i get so tired i fall asleep while playing with my phone or texting or eating or watching teevee.
i seriously think im gonna die soon.
anyhooos, lemme share a good news!
I HAVE UNLIMITED SMS NOW!!!! HAHAHAHA
can everyone say YAY?!?!?!?!?!? LOL
apparently my mum saw my previous phone bill &went ballistic.
so she called up singtel and found tt she CAN change my plan alr.
so she went down to some shop last night, bought a new phone for me!! ((:
i mean, the model is not all tt new and stuff but it's a flipphone!
OMGG IM UBERRRR HAPPY. UNLIMITED! too bad i cant transfer the text from my older phone )):
then we were talking abt how our house is really in a mess and how we have too many new gadgets but nowhere to put them.
so i told my mummy we have 2options. one is to throw EVERYTHING away. like, seriously. mass throwing. or we can get a bigger house.
then she said she was alr looking for one. &saw one!!! at queensway area -.-
i thought the economy was bad =.= i dont think she should get it anyways.
when i grow up i'll buy for her one. of course with my daddy. &with me la DUH.
after being happy and stuff i watched teevee awhile and went to set my phone.
fall asleep unknowingly so i couldnt snatch the comp away from my sister to go online ))):
DONT BE SAD ANYMORE, ABCDEFG!!! SMILE! (:

ytd was terribly HOT!
stuffy, humid, BLAZIN' HOT!!!!!!!!
i hate, no i meant DISLIKE tt kinda weather.
i just came outta shower and started perspiring -.-
so i made my fan follow me wherever i was. LOL
then i left house and WHEEWWWWW!
SERIOUSLY. THE WEATHER SUCKED.
anyways, flabbyteo didnt come to school so we had onehalf hour break.
walked with chelsy to the pe dept and saw someone playing soccer ((:
i was SHOCKED! then faisal wiped his sweat on me again =.=
I SWEAR IM GONNA MURDER HIM!
couldnt keep awake in chinese class,even laoshi said it wasnt our fault.
&&i was under the fan! SERIOUSLY. the weather.... ~!#$%^&*()
then went studying with danielle. sat at the cafe, didnt feel like doing work.
after awhile i took out chem and started on the tutorial.
then SOMEBODY walked past us (((((: to go home -.- to nap =.=
HAHAHAH then the ball-peteacher told us to scan card if we wanna stay in the cafe and study, so we left. danielle wanted to watch the rugby dudes. no wait, i meant the hockey girls. HAHAHH
so we sat down there, it was so bloody hot laah!
after 10000billion minutes then i realised TOMIO was training with the rugby ppl -.-
HAHHAHAH good for him luh. at least he gets a chance (:

didnt meet aloy and uno and kl at the ymca thing.
apparently they went there to listen to a talk -.-
kl was supposed to pass me my cloud ring but i didnt go.
so he was nice enough to pass it to uno.
PLEASE DONT LOSE IT UNO!
went to lot1 with danielle and mummy called halfway.
i thought what happen sia. she call me to ask me what phone i wanted -.-
HAHAHAH shocked!
i saw this really awesome cookbook. all the nice nice pastries and cakes there!!!
too bad it's 26+ WHO WANNA BUY FOR ME????
had icecream before we went home &were praying tt no one from pj will come find us. HAHAHH

went home and you kinda get what happened next.
why would ppl stop replying??
that, i dontknow. but i hope he stops being so disappointed and sounding so sad ):

君を守って君を愛して

2009-05-21T22:29:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! I KNEW IT!!! I MEAN LIKE, I SAW THE POSTER SAYING BLOOD: THE LAST VAMPIRE. I INSTANTLY THOUGHT OF BLOOD+ AND I JUST KNEW I HAD TO WATCH IT!!!

OMGGGGGGG! i just saw the trailer. THIS IS SO DAMN COOL.

the girl's called saya too ((:

BUT WHERE IS HER EVER-FAITHFUL CHEVALIER HAGI?!?!

i would like to see how hollywood depict someone as dedicated as hagi is <3

but why is the saya girl speaking english?! HAHAHH all this talk makes me feel like watching blood+ all over again. let my heart cry out for hagi and saya, let me heart shatter when riku becomes a chevalier. let me feel hagi's love.

LEMME BE NICE AND GIVE PPL WHO READ THIS THE LINK.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fk2L8Mgxd5Q

now who wants to watch wimme????

today was crappy.

chelsy didnt come to school, uno didnt either.

so it was pretty much BLAAHH and i refuse to talk abt it.

on the other hand, WE TEXTED! IN CLASS!! HAHAHAHAH ((:

texttexttext

2009-05-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

i still cannot control my emotions.
this aint good you know. i feel pissed in the morning.
the headache made things worse can! GRRRH.
&&this morning, i got caught for my fringe!! I DIDNTKNOW GIRLS CAN GET CAUGHT FOR THEIR FRINGE! I WAS SO PISSED OFF WITH TT AHPUNENE TEACHER CAN!!
NO ONE CATCHES JOSEPHINE FOR HER AWESOMEZXZXX FRINGE!!! ANGRY!!!!!
HAHAHAHA i think she's jealous of my fringe. LOL
hmmpf. then got caught for my skirt -.-
just nice, she turned back when i was adjusting my pants then my skirt rode up alittle. then OMGGZXZX! grrrrh. but seriously, no offence. i just dont like getting caught. HAAHAHAHAHH

physics test, kinda easy, but my headache made me sleep -.-
woke up in the last 5 mins to finish 8questions.
kinda okay, i kinda knew what i was doing LOL
then came chem. NO TIMED ASSIGNMENT LA! LOL
next wednesday i think. WOOTS. listen to mrliau cause it was gaseous state.
i like calculating stuffs cause it's more fun than memorising.
recess, like... YAY but im shy.
abcdefg ftw!!!!!
anyhoos, then i went for econs lecture, after doing minimal revision.
i think upon 20, i can get 5-10?
hopefully. LOL i understood what the question was asking for this time LOL
assembly had the sex talk thinggu again.
i found out tt i am a spaghetti. im UBERRR complicated! HOHOHHH.
was supposed to have the vb study tgt thinggu. so i was really looking forward for something, which is related to the study thinggu but NOT the study thinggu. but wont happen. HAHAAH
THANKFULLY, IT GOT CANCELLED~!! YAYNESS!!!!!

so uno &i went to np to look for EHH.
i dont think i can put his name up in case his gf reads this.... so YEAH.
apparently he ponned something &vb trials to meet us but who cares. HAHAHAH
we saw hilwah on our way home, she's as hyper as ever. HAHAH
uberrr funny. went to eat mos! AWESOMEZXZX I LIKE. then teng came.
then waited for E and walked to nanhuaps area.
OMGG! on our way there was this nanhuahs girl, she was sec3 but she's damn small size. LOL
we were walking then we starting talking to her. HAHAHA
i swear, it was damn funny and she's damn cute LOL
her name's apple. HAHAHAAHHAHA!!!!
went to EHH's house &slacked.
saw his brother sleeping -.- OBSCENE LAAH.
slack until evening then went to pizza hut. the girls paid only 5bucks can!
HAHAHAH kewl.

well i had fun today.
but i still think the weather's damn hot can!
i think my vocab while blogging is so damn limited. HAHAH
i dontw to sound fake and over-sophisticated so yeah.
im gonna stop here. NO ANIME TODAY. i slacked too much today.
im gonna do hw soon. AWFULLY LONG DAY TMR!
but can see abcdefg twice (((:

somehow, im sure it'll happen yet again.

2009-05-19T23:27:00.001+08:00

like, EWW!!
lemme start by ranting abt this person in my class.
wait did i type person? noo. i meant to type STALKER.
this STALKER in my class is in my pw group and my math group.
like, ZOMGGZXZX! cant believe it. mr wong had to put a stalker in my group.
you know, today, in math tutorial, i sat beside YL.
then beside me got no more table.
i dontknow FOR WHAT, he pulled a table &sat next to me.
&i was all WTF??!?!?!!?? EWWW?!?!?! but i was nice so i didnt tell him to get lost. HAHAHAH
i was really tempted to, mind you. halfway, he was talking to himself. LIKE EWW??!?!?!
*rolls eyes* i totally shifted my chair to YL can. WTF. HAHAH
&&now he thinks tt, just because i didnt tell him to eff off, i'm being friendly to him -.-
HE JUST TRADED WITH ME IN RC! like screw off. i'm not gonna freaking trade with you loser.
BACK OFF! ass.

today was just kinda awful.
you know it was one of those days nothing you expected came out right.
i'm really disappointed with how ppl use their minds.
this occurred the second time. when are you gonna learn, jo??
i shall pretend i dont care, i dont mind.
but who will understand how i'm feeling now??
&&no, if you're the superficial+double-faced person, i dont need you to tell me what to do.
whatever. i hope you get so busy &YADAYADAYADAYADA!
iwasgonnastartcursingyouBUTIMNICE!
BITCH.

morning was wasted. chelsy was in the same bus as abcedfg.
maybe i should meet chelsy in the morning. HAHAHH joking yo.
had to go for pe, cause mrsloh said i needa get 3cm more to get gold. so means i needa jump 172. then i cleared 180. now she's saying she need 2cm for sit&reach =.=
i swear she's trying to make me go for pe only lor. HAHAHAHA
i cant help it if im a natural slacker LOL
aft tt, I WENT TO PLAY TENNIS!!!! HAHAHA
tennis is difficult manzxzx. i tried to mimic my fuji syusuke <3
then i went to try to be umpire. HAHAHAH in my mind i was replaying the umpire(in POT)'s voice. LOL weird. im too obsessed.
ohh &i have to say, chelsy has a nice form when she plays tennis. she looks damn cool! ((:

i was trying to pay attention in econs tutorial.
copying down what the teacher wrote. but my brain was turning off itself! LOL how odd.
this teacher's not bad laah. but she droned on and on. NO OFFENCE.
personal opinion. LOL i dontw my blog to get banned.
i dontw go principal's office, thankyou.

2nd RECESS! haizxzxz. dontknow where abcdefg was. LOL
farfaraway.
&&anyways, i suddenly found out what i was pissed abt!
NT saw me during my first recess and totally ignored me! like the JOSEPHINE-doesnt-exist kinda thing -.- made me kinda uneasy then slowly upset. HAHAH
well whatever. i wont enquire unless you tell me.

chem lecture...... BLAAAHHHH.
math. BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
school ended &i went to the cafe with chelsy&amanda&kh.
then starting talking abt parents &the different ways they control us.
haixzxzxzx we cant have all the good stuffs can we?
made me quite upset abt mine, but felt kinda lucky also, so YEAH ((:
saw abcdefg. WAVED! im shocked! HAHAHAH okay no.
abcdefg is a nice person. HAHAHAHA cute.
waited until 530 for chelsy to go for her leadership thinggu.
then went to lot1 cause she said tt there was a sale. OMGGZXZ!
cheap cheap cheap laah! &nice. pity the material's thin and wears out within a few washes.
saw a shirt tt REAAALLLLYYYY suited joy.
15bucks. was REAAALLLLYYYY tempted to get it for her b'day.
but... if i bought it i would only have 5bucks left for wed,thurs,fri.
icantsurviveontt! it's not my fault students are poor. LOL
went home slack until now.
I HAVE 2TESTS AND GRADED ASSIGNMENT TMR!! IT'S LIKE 1125 -.-
as good as screwed. ikanai yo, JO.

P.S.
to sum it up, i think it was a mistake, coming to pjc.
if i knew these things were gonna happen, i would've studied harder in qway.
anyways i found the song i was searching for!!
the song was titled hold me tight, but its real title is ETERNAL SNOW!
op for new moon wo sagashite. should be a nice show. i think i would be watching tt after POT. then followed by fruits basket. LOL awesome song seriously. ((:
ciaociao ppl. im gonna go study.

2009-05-18T20:48:00.000+08:00

i keep feeling upset. angry.

ikanai yo.

AWESOME START

2009-05-18T19:51:00.001+08:00

THIS MORNING WAS GREAT! XD
went to school as usual, without tomio though.
faisal was in the train. HAHAHAHH i seriously swear he's damn funny.
he's so damn tall tt his BACKPACK can whack my face if he turns infront of me.
&no. nothing great yet!
walking to school, unagi said like: JO. abcdefg is there.
then i turn turn turn, trying to see with my retardedly blind eyes. see awhile then i went oo-er! HEHHEH. happy XD then we like walk slow slow but abcdefg walked even slower -.-
actually uno wanted to go say hi, but she didnt. im a wimp, so yeah.
at the traffic light, abcdefg went to the other side, like SUPER far away. i didnt know uno and i had some disease -.- but HAHAHAH yeah.
gossiping abt someone on the way. of course, abcdefg was within my sight. LOL
then tt someone called out to me! I WAS ALL, OMGGZXZX!!!!! not funny, abcdefg.
i think abcdefg should know who im referring to when i say abcdefg. HAHAHAH
then tralala~ the rest is in my head. i elaborated to much.
AWESOME MORNING! ((: but it was warm. so minus 1point!

first period gp, onehalf hour. sucked ballzxzx.
he said our second essay was another disappointment as well. set me thinking. are we lousy students? or is it him? AHHH~ i wanna do well.
im not planning to waste my time and efforts.
econs. i was sitting at the outside again! kinda used to it but still uncomfortable! but tt's my problem so whatever. lemme teach you something.
"when allocative efficiency is obtained, consumer surplus and producer surplus is MAXIMISED" had quite a good laugh abt tt. LOL mrchu is interesting.
RECESS! awesome recess. i'm serious. especially after the bell rang. LOL
pw was rather efficient this week. but everyone's trashing MY's idea so openly. so mean. tsktsktsk. at least i trash him online. give him the minimum face he needs. LOL
i mean, can be imagine if YOUR idea gets trashed like tt too? i shudder just thinking abt tt.
math lecture. new topic. so i didnt sleep when he was teaching. got tired after awhile, so you know what happened. apparently i got angry with the wrong person. so im sorry L. still i cant believe T did tt. im seriously appalled! well, screw you. i know you're FLIPPIN' rude &you know it too. do something about it.
chinese was just.... i was emoing. tried to sing some happy songs. no help.
no text since aft assembly.
was planning to go home aft chinese, but i had to meet joy.
so i waited for uno and made leslie&kianhao stay wimme&amanda.
kinda had fun things to talk abt ((:
had waffle with icecream so my mood turned for the better! XD

met joy at clementi, walked walked walked &splurged like, 8bucks on unnecessary stuffs.
yes im a spend thrift. tt's abt it for my day i think.
sad. no texts. some ppl dont text in class. LOL

i dont wanna have school tmr.
qway doesnt have school.
joy doesnt have school.
jj doesnt have school.
i wanna go sentosa with jj.

well whatever. im gonna watch my onepiece.
NO POT TODAY! im gonna seriously concentrate on the research for the GPP.
CONCENTRATE, JO!

anger management.

2009-05-17T20:23:00.001+08:00

im angereh with my mummy.
this is why i cant wait to go overseas to study. or find someway to live in a dorm.
this morning, or afternoon, she wanted to go out.
she didnt try to wake me up -.-
then when i awoke naturally at 2, she screamed this to me :
EVERYTIME I WANNA GO OUT YOU DONTW WAKE UP EARLY, SPOIL MY PLAN!! I DONT EVEN WANNA WAKE YOU UP! SEE LA?! NOW YOU SPOIL MY PLAN, THEN WE ALL CANNOT GO OUT!
so this is what i was thinking (i was pretty calm, not angry, cause i learnt the 'IGNORE' skill :] ) :
huh? you dontw to wake me up but you expect me to know you wanna go out?! i told you last night im planning to stay at home to study alr what. WHAT IS THIS MAN! im supposed to be psychic??? well, whatever.
then i started singing "heart of sword~yoake mae~" in my head.
i swear, this is the best skill ever. i wasnt angry/upset or anything while she was talking. i was writing kanji in my head. i didnt even realise she asked me a question until she kept quiet for a long while. along the way she said smth abt me being big-headed or something and ba dao and proud. made me pretty pissed but i sang the song louder. HAHAHAH
overall, i handled the issue pretty well, so YAY ME! XD

i slept at 4 last night, woke up this morning.
again, i fulfilled my 9-hour quota. BONUS hour. (:
pretty glad abt tt. i feel energised.
went out to have subway at tt new building, looked up and saw the arcade. thought abt what JENIOR told me. HAHAHAH yeah JENIOR's not a name, so dont bother thinking.
had trouble walking. right knee pain + left knee pain = WTF?! I DONT HAVE TO WALK ALR!
pretty angry at my legs, but tt's my problem.
went through the pasar malam ! (:
finally got pasar malam here!! i was looking forward to having muah chee but i got one tt tasted horrendous. AWFUL. YUCK. DONT LIKE.
but on the bright side, i saw nice nice things i liked. meeting joy after my sch and hers tmr.
we're gonna buy unnecessary stuffs from tt area XD
i think its not good tt we're both spendthrifts.

texting UNAGI(im glad you read my blogga. i thought it was ghost town), i read something tt gave my a glint of hope. like i said in my msn nick, HAVE FAITH, JO!
wednesday's a day to look forward to, if tt's even gonna happen (:
reminder to myself, KEEP FRIDAYS FREE FOR DANIELLE XD
i think studying with her is rather productive.

went home, came online, watched POT.
getting nice but rather predictable. LOL
IM IN LOVE WITH FUJI SYUSUKE!!! (:
one piece tmr, CANT WAIT!
i needa start on my hw soon.
&&i think he's uber cute.

HORRIBLE DAY.

2009-05-16T23:10:00.002+08:00

JOSEPHINE SHALL START BLOGGING AGAIN XD

arent y'all glad?

LOL i think i will do it in almost point form though.

BUSYBUSYBUSY ME! (:

lemme rant abt today.

woke up really early today cause i reached my 9hour sleep quota.

&cause i have to meet the PW ppl at 1 &i wanna play comp.

HAHAH yes. so i got ready at 1230, then called kh and marcus.

NO ONE PICKED UP MY CALL!

so i was like, WTF?! so i just stayed home and watched teevee, waiting for one of them to call me then i leave.

then, at 1!!! (tt's our meeting time -.-) kh called.

he said he was on the way. so i left.

i rushed to the mrt cause i dont like to keep ppl waiting.

on my way, i received text from MY and anisah.

both on their way. both had appts before this. both told me VERY early tt they'll be late.

so, i reached bugis. i exited the station.

called kh. HE'S STILL ON THE WAY!!! TRAFFIC JAM, HE SAID.

SO I WAS ALL, WTF?!?!?!?!!? but i wasnt pissed off cause i was listening to musicszxzxz! LOL

so i stood there, standing, waiting, LIKE AN IDIOT!

got hungry, got myself a CHOCOBAR!! XD

made my mood better ((:

then marcus texted. HE'S STILL IN THE BUS, ON THE WAY TO TAKE MRT!!!!

WTF!!!!!!!! AND BY THEN, IT WAS ALR 1.45 -.- would YOU feel like killing him?!

HAHAAH then MY came.

OMGG!! I WAS FORCED TO TALK TO HIM!!!!!

YUCKYUCKYUCK SO AWKWARD.

I SWEAR HE KEPT RANTING ABT HIM GF.

I DONT FREAKING CARE, LOSERR!!!! wtf.

luckily anisah came at 2. HAHAHAHAHH

haizxzxzxz anyways, i stood there for sucha long time, my alr hurting ankle and knee practically killed me. HAHAH &&the we're still waiting for marcus and kh -.-

to summarise my afternoon, it sucked. although i have to say, the library was pretty cool. if only got ppl to go there to study with me ehh. HAHAHA

went home, slacked for halfanhour? then went swimswim (:

i thought im gonna have fun after sucha long while.

i havent been there for like 2weeks!

then i went there, KAIYUAN AND GENGJIE WERENT THERE!!!!

WTFFFFFFF! so i swam alone. no rhythm. no one to pace. no fun.

learnt from kaiwen tt ky wont be coming anymore. so i kinda slacked. no mood alr.

well, at least still got kw. OMGG! KW HAS AWESOMELY SOFT HANDS!!

you know how ppl have smooth smooth skin on their palm? HIS IS SOFT!!! IM SERIOUS!!!! SOFT LIKE SOME OMGGZXZXZXX! like some cloth tt's soaked into softener for 300000years. DAMN SOFT I SWEAR! &he has longer fingers than me -.-

small fingers, small ears, small eyes. i hate me. HAHAH

ANOTHER THING. i swear my mum has a hobby. it's her hobby to annoy me and piss me off daily. JUST SO ZOMGZXZXZX ANNOYING!!! ARGHH!!!!

i really wanna stay in a dorm yo. just think how cool it would be?

i mean, yeah, you have to clean up after yourself but at least there wont be ppl BREATHING DOWN your neck every second right?

i needa be more responsible for myself. im seriously too dependent on some ppl.

ANOTHER ANOTHER THING. WHY WONT HE TALK TO ME?!?!?! )):

LAST THING! SERIOUSLY. i needa rmb to tell uno tt jerald dontknow where his gc is. i needa stop talking to myself through my blog.

ahh~ it's obvious i need more sleep.

2009-04-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS HORRENDOUS.
TERRIBLE DAY. ARGH!!
in the morning, it was damn bloody humid!!
i was walking SLOWLY and i felt VERY sticky by the time i reached the mrt. WTF!~
i felt SOOOO FLIPPIN' tired, i could just stand and sleep.
i had stomach cramps since morning alllllllll the way until 6+.
OMGG IT WAS SICK OKAY!! half the time i feel like i'm gonna puke onto the person infront of me.
super pain, cannot stand straight. but i care abt my posture, so i GA-MA-NNNN!!!!

well. let's just go into detail abt my day, so i can start doing the note chelsy tagged me in, and watch BLEACH! (they finally went back to the main story arc!! it's too close to the manga, but who cares? YAY!) then i'll do my PI. great. i dont think i can sleep early tonight. still have to meet mdmchan for breakfast tmr. HOLYCRAP. i think i wont look like posh soon. i'll be a PANDAA. HAHAH

physics lecture. GOSH. new lecturer!! he's GREAT!
i dontknow who he is, but i actually understood what he was trying to convey! if only i kept awake laah. LOL i was SUPER TIRED!!!! i dontknow why.
i wanted to keep awake for dynamics lah!
i know. hot weather, then suddenly go into super awesomely cold LT. GREAT FEELING. hahahahah like, AHHHH~ tsktsktsk. if only singapore was like tt.
AHAHHA just remembered, chelsy bet someone 1mil tt it wont snow in singapore. HAHAHAH
what is this man?!

chem tutorial. sucked.
i was actually planning to listen and try to get something.
then i saw my teacher. tt thought just FLEW right outta my head.
totally a mood-killer. HAHAHAH
just sat there, talked, look around, talked, looked at chelsy, talked.
then i slept for the last 30mins. YOU CANT BLAME ME!!
IT STARTED RAINING!! HAHAHAAHH
NICE WEATHER, YO.
should've been at home, SLEEPING. HAHAH
but i was fine with a table XD

econs lecture.
okay laah. still mr chu, so i was super awake. i listen, and i understood.
HAHHAHAH then mr chu was talking abt ppl who sit in the LT like they're listening to a concert. cross the arms and stare. HAHAHA
the guy next to me was doing tt. HAHAHAH
i think he looks damn cute laah. not fitting for someone as BIG as him, but yeah. HAHAH
someone from ayleen's class took my slides and then i stopped paying attention. YEAH.

CT was fun XD
we did like drawing thinggus and YEAH. i like.
oh the way to CT i saw.. OMGG i was singing out loud you know!!
staring at someone, singing out loud, THEN I REALISED WHO TT PERSON WAS!!
OMGG!!!!
malu major! XD but i was damn happy XD

went to the library with chelsy for our super secret mission!! HAHAH
geek mission, yo. i wanna be a GEEEEEK!
then went for VB training XD
&i think i got insulted by shawn. HAHAHAH
whatever, i'm somewhat immune. JUST YOU WAIT! wait until i find someone to whine to LOL
i saw my "BROTHER" limping. HAHAH
maybe he's accident prone also XD
sweated A GAZILLION TONS!
teacher checked the skirt, EVERYONE went like, OMGG jo you're skirt is damn short!!!
I DONT LIKE PPL TALKING ABT MY SKIRT!!!!
but i cant do anything cause they're all seniors. LOL
then went home, yo. UBER TIRED YO.

when is joel coming back?
i seriously need someone to drive me to school.
hopefully by next term benjamin will XD
i shall end my post here.
i'm done with the note from chelsy thinggu, i dont think i'll watch bleach.
i shall finish my PI first.
why, you ask? FOR I AM A GEEK.
i shall end this post with this.

I can see from across the room
There's a tear in his storied eye
I was leaving but I'm coming back
Since your heart's in beat with mine
That mark didn't do you right
When you left in your best friend's ride
With the face of angel, girl
You deserve to be treated more than right

Realized I was passing through
From the moment I saw you
I was hypnotized
Couldn't wait to get you alone
So I could walk with you
So I could talk with you, oh

Go ahead and call your friends
I'll do whatever it takes
So I can make you trust
This party's going south
Let me know what's going on with us

Cause it's all right
There's nothing to stop us
If it feels right
Then everything's fine
For just one night
Then you go back to your life
And I'll go back to mine

Last night I saw a photograph
From the party where we chilled(Party where we chilled)
It was showing the two of us
And the Colt 45 we killed(Colt 45 we killed)
Here I'm just writing you a letter
From the distance past
Enclosed is a photograph
To remind you of the times we had

Cause it's all right
There's nothing to stop us
If it feels right
Then everything's fine
For just one night
Baby, go back to your life
And I'll go back to mine

It's all right(We can make it if we want to, baby)
It's all right(I would love to show you the way)
For tonight(And I'm not talking about forever)
I'm just talking tonight

I can see from across the room
There's a tear in his storied eye
I was leaving but I'm coming back
Since your heart should be with mine
That mark didn't do you right
When you left in your best friend's ride
With the face of angel, girl
You deserve to be treated more than right

Cause it's all right
There's nothing to stop us
If it feels right
Then everything's fine
For just one night
Then you go back to your life
And I'll go back to mine

Cause it's all right
There's nothing to stop us
If it feels right
Then everything's fine
For just one night
Then you go back to your life
And I'll go back to mine(Don't you know, girl, that)
Then I'll go back to mine

awesome song, yo.
Your Life and Mine by Just Surrender.
gayboy told me to listen to it while he was youtube-surfing XD

145today.

2009-04-14T20:49:00.001+08:00

haizxzxz, i have TOOOOO many hw.
i think teachers in jc have this HOBBY. therefore they think it's fun to give hw.
HAHAHAH not so much tt i cant handle, but the procrastinating part of me wishes to slack. YEAHH. imma gonna tag new ppl in my blog! please request, okay! XD
holy crap. i wanna say tt msn's annoying me. i cant talk to the ppl i wanna talk to!! ):

okay i is back. i just finished my ONE PIECE EPISODE!!
OMGGGGG LUFFY'S SO AWESOME, BUT HE'S SOOOOO IN TROUBLE.
cant wait for next week! XD too bad no manga for ONE PIECE ):

well, i'm gonna spam stuffs abt my school today. NOW.
PE first, wanted to play ball, but got lazy. so didnt.
slacked at the steps with other ppl who ponned pe.
i swear, my whole class slacks in pe. almost everyone wants to pon pe can. HAHAHH
ahh~ too bad they dont have official excuse. HEHHEH.

then in econs, we went through something, i really rmb what.
i dont care. i'm so screwed for econs can. i'm supposed to have some timed assignment thing on thursday, but i wont go for it, so i'm doing it on wed -.-
WHICH IS TMR!!!! gosh! i went outside class as usual, but no sight of him downstairs. AWWW SHUCKS. ahh wells.
in chem. OHMY! GONNA RANT AGAIN!
I CANNOT STAND IT WHEN PPL TALK IN LECTURE.
i think i do it too, but i'm not as incessant as they are. I SWEAR, I FEEL LIKE KILLING THE PPL BEHIND ME!
they just talk and talk and talk abt mindless stuff, and they get louder with every word the teacher says.
WTF IS THEIR PROBLEM MANZXZX!!!! assholes.
&&the current lecturer's no better you know.
she speaks like some bullet train, no wait. INDIAN bullet train. (i'm not racist, i'm just saying XD) DAMN ANNOYING! she dontknow how to pause. i'm serious.
she doesnt teach. she reads our notes out loud.
going to chem lecture to listen to her is as good as reading my notes at HER pace.
i gave up in the last 30mins. was writing stuff on postits and sticking it onto chelsy's pencilcase.
HAHAHAHAHH just rmbed she told me tt someone has a SUPERMAN PENCILCASE. MYGAWSH.

then in math, this binomial quiz thing. WHATEVER!
just stoned for the rest of my period.
&i learnt something! you're not supposed to reset your GC, cause you'd delete some apps. &you're supposed to have those. LOL!

after school, slacked ALL the way until 3!! to wait for misswu for some econs thinggu. I ENDED AT 130, MIND!! gosh.
somemore cannot ask my personal laoshi to help me. ARGH. HAAHAHHH
OHH, we're doing the pioneer palette thinggu with 08s11. me thinks it's cool.
&&tt's only because they have nice jumpers. HAHAHA class jumpers. LOL!
damn nice. i want also!!!!
went for the misswu thing, AHHHHH. SO FREAKING HAWT!!
cannot tahan siol!
aft tt I BOUGHT THE CARD THING!!
lol i cant believe it. i feel like sucha GEEK, yo.
went home with chelsy &popped by popular. I GOT MORE MARKERSZXZX!

saw BENJAMIN TEO! below my block. OMGG! shocked!!
he got slimmer again. hopefully he doesnt read this. he was practically POURING sweat when i saw him can. GOSH.
talked &managed to spam 2hours odd i think.
HE HAS A GREEK GF!! GOSH.
i wanna get someone panama-ian. HAHAHAHH
own him. LOL

okay, i shall do my homework now.
i think i would be too tired tmr night to complete my thursday hw, so i shall do wed's and thurs' hw.
AWWWW. I FEEL LIKE A GEEK!
this means i'd have to do my PW now.
i shall log off my msn.
later ppl think i dao-ing them &never reply.
IT'S NOT MY FAULT MY MSN SUCKS!!!!

NANJIRO HOIHOI!

2009-04-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

okay i've decided that i shall start blogging regularly from today onwards.
no wait, not regularly. i'm not all that dedicated.
i got motivated to blog after i read tt scary person's blogga.
i dontknow what i will blog about, but i dont think i'm actually allowed to post gossips shared between chelsy &i up.
so i think i would just tell you about the AMAZING LIFE OF SAKATA JOSEPHINE!!
in case you dont alr know, SAKATA is my husband's name.
his full name is SAKATA GINTOKI.
&he is damn hot. &he looks UBER HOT!!
i wanted to put up a picture of him, but yeah. cant seem to find AWESOME ones.

anyhoos, i shall start on today!!
lemme get my timetable.
i shall type out every event in detail to bore you, and to waste time because i like using the computer.
ohh wait. i shall wear my specs now. my EYEBALLZXZX are starting to hurt, yo.

okay, GP! like any other day, it STANK.
but it wasnt so bad today. i didnt sleep. i think. HAHAHH
i was listening to yanling sing the waterboys song. WOOTS! i got it alr. YOHOHOHOHH!
i think mr lim's very good and stuff, just tt the way he teaches is just boring.
i would have to be in a GOOD GOOD mood to stay awake and listen to him. HAHAHH
I CONTRIBUTED IN LESSON TODAY!! i cant believe it also, but i pitied him cause no one else answered.
then when i was gonna answer once, he cut me and asked to hear junjie's first. then i no mood to say alr. then i just told him i forgot. HAHAHAH yeah, i've got attitude problem. HAHHH. &for the rest of the lesson, which was like 20mins? i was stoning. HOHOHH. ohh, got like, 30million TONS of homework for GP!!
i shall throw boogers at someone if i ever get stressed, yo. BEWARE.

next is like, econs lecture.
now, i am gonna rant. ARE YOU READY????
VAI CANT YOU PAY FOR ZEE NOTES FIRST?!?!!? WTF.
this is the second time you gave us our notes late you know.
WTF IS THIS. CAN YOU LIKE, BE MORE RESPONSIBLE?
fine, even if you're DAMN FREAKING POOR, and cannot pay for the notes first, ask for money before hand. be smart! like me! MSG PPL! tt's what your FREAKING PHONE is for okay. tsktsktsk. utterly useless! humph. (note that i used FREAKING. if i were ranting this straight into your face, i would not be so polite, mind.) HAHAHH okayyy i'm done XD
ohh, the lecturer changed back to mrchu! HOHOHH. no more super alot insults.
HAHAHHH at least she provided some comic relief.

well, next was PW. as usual, it was A WASTE OF TIME!
i know, i've been told tt teacher-ME time was impt in PW.
but seriously. STeo is OMGZXZXXZXZ. she's a pain to talk to. i dont even wanna talk to her okay. talking to her is like asking her to slap you. i am flippin' serious. whatever, nothing to talk abt for PW. BUT OOHHH! yanling found like someone's iphone i think. HAHAHAH tsktsk so careless. i followed her outta the classroom cause i didnt think i would do anything constructive inside either ways. so yeah, end of PW.

then in math lecture, i wanted to listen to the teacher. HONEST!
just tt i realised i lent chelsy the notes last week while i slept, so i didnt know anything.
so i went to sleep again. HAHAHAH. i'm pretty good in persuading myself. I'M AWESOMEZXZX XD! so i dontknow NUTS abt functions until i asked tf to help me. HAHAHAHH
thanks manzxzx. i swear, he's a GENIUS!

then in chinese, I STAYED AWAKE FOR ONE+HALF HOUR!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?!??!
well, i couldnt okay. it was REALLY surprising, but yeah.
laoshi showed us some really gross pics. something abt jappos raping chinese women. IT'S FLIPPIN' GROSS, I SWEAR.
kuokloon would've LOVED it. HAHAHAHH!
anyhoos, i've got TONS of homework for chinese!! i dont understand can.
lucky! tf helped me finish the chengyu thinggu just now. HAHHAHAHH see? i told you he was a genius.

i was thinking of writing abt this person i'm stalking, but i dont wanna be like tt person whose name is the opposite of FAT. so yeah.
well, i'm not really stalking tt person, but HAHAHAHAH I'M NOT A STALKER OKAY.
okay i shall do my PI now. for i vant to be a geek.

THIS POST IS FOR CARRRRRLOS!!

2009-03-22T19:19:00.002+08:00

something is wrong with me.
i dontknow what is.
i need to feel you.
i need warmth.
i dont have anything like tt now.
i dontknow how true i am to myself.
i dontknow anything. yet.

insomnia coz i'm married to GAARA

2009-01-20T12:33:00.001+08:00

lol got nothing to do, then i read through my previous posts. usually brainless stuff laah. OMGG last time i so damn brainless. i wanted to be a spider -.-!!
i didntknow i had this blog for sucha long time can =.=

my ankle damn pain. compared to wen i dont think this is anything laah.
but seriously pain laah. PAINPAINPAINPAIN. i knew i shouldnt have jumped ytd.
i dontknow why i never blog abt training ytd.
my brain is turning into mush.
but then again training got nothing to blog abt laah.
ohh, just tt most of the sec1s like toottoot one
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA omgg please dont hate me if you see this.
i meant toot in a good way. but then again i wonder if i looked like tt when i was in sec1.
most probably. i think i looked even worse so i shall shutup now.

couldnt sleep last night laah.
keep thinking of the chrome =.=
needa rmb to log off blogger.

AT LONG LAST!!

2009-01-19T11:53:00.002+08:00

I FINALLY CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!!!! I WAS SO DAMN TIRED OF MY PREVIOUS BLOGSKIN CAN!
so ugly. make me no mood to blog only. idiot.
but now my links alittle not up to date leh.
check yourself! if your link is wrong tell me.
i'll find a day when i have mood to change FOR YOU.
even if you're the person who wants to screw the 4of us, okay.
i damn nice one.

well, i've got nothing major going on, except i had a HUGE tiff with my mum. i went to SCHOOL without her permission to play volleyball =.=
&I GOT SCOLDED! walau my mother damn nice can. LOL at least now okay alr.
i just TOLD her tt i gg for training later she reply OK. WOOOOOOTS!!!
aiyo. dontknow when to ask her for the party thing. scared she dont allow!!!

been watching SLAM DUNK again recently. how nostalgic.. i remember those days when anime was available on AXN. i would rush home and watch.. used to be able to memorise when the shows start lah. LOL REBOUND KING 桜木花道!!!
those who used to watch SLAM DUNK, watch it again if you have the time. it never gets old..
i'm gonna continue watching now.

leg length -.-

2009-01-19T00:19:00.001+08:00

wtf, i saw the campus superstar thing BY ACCIDENT. i saw a malay dude singing =.=
okay, no offense, but dammit HE SERIOUSLY CANT SING.
COMEONLAAH. BE REALISTIC CAN!? IF HE REALLY REALLY KNOW HOW TO SING CHINESE SONGS GO AHEAD! BUT HE EVERYWEEK NEED PPL TO TEACH HIM LEH. NEED PPL TO TELL HIM HOW TO PRONOUNCE LEH. JUST DIE MAN. LET OTHER PPL ENTER.
YOU CANT SING TO SAVE YOUR LIFE! OTHER PPL FORGET LYRICS TIO KICKED OUT, YOU FORGET LYRICS STILL GOT PRAISED BY TT SHITASS JUDGE LAAH. SHE SHOULD GET KICKED OUT AS WELL -.-
okay enough hate. my mum is screaming at my grandma again. i swear my mum damn kaopei laah. my grandma also. create trouble out of nothing. suddenly accuse my mother =.=
gramma is good at sowing discord.

OMGG CAN. cosplay!!!!! I CANT WAIT FOR JULY!!!!
BUT I VERY VERY VERY SCARED I SCREW UP THE WHOLE TEAM THINGGU LAAH.
OMGG CHROME DOKURO!!!!!! ISERIOUSLYCANNOTWAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
&&the kl's friend akizuki/vickie IS DAMN COOL I SWEAR.
DAMN COOL. SERIOUSLY. DAMN.
&TALL! NOT TO MENTION TALL. DAMN TALL.
i'm gonna say more damn if i dont stop now.
OMGG KKKKYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~
cantwait.

asobi ni wa NAI!

2008-11-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

cantbreathecantbreathecantbreathe!!!!
LOL i learnt tt gj&ray are both sex manics =.=
HAHAHAH i dont think gj is anyways, so ewww, RAY.

i had a tough time at swimming today.
had to swim 1.2k.
my arms hurt, i had a headache &i cant seem to breathe -.-

OMGG. tired tired tired.
gonna sleep soon.
mum aint back yet, i dontknow if i'm going for the BBQ.
for the first time, i really wanna go.

&where is tt FAISAL?!?!?!
I WANT THE SONGGUSZXZXZX!!!
:] i feel bad. i only ever asked him for songs. LOL

向日葵

2008-11-15T16:41:00.000+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! OMGG I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT!!!!
ohmygawsh. i think i'm a GENIUS!
HAHAHAH i know irie shouichi wasnt EVIL!!!
I KNEW HE WAS ON THE VONGOLA SIDE!!!
since the start of the future arc i thought tt he was only acting as a spy!
WOW. i'm SO happy and relieved!! LOL
forget street-smarts and book-smarts.
I AM ANIME-SMART!!! HAHAHAHAHAHH
talking abt smart, LUFFY's an idiot. he didnt even know ACE is gonna get executed.
i wonder how the story's gonna continue -.-
the hebihime person's in LOVE with luffy!!! =.=
totally unbelievable eh?!

okay i'm done ranting abt mangas.
gosshhhhh. i've got nothing to do anymore.
i'm done watching KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN!
it's VERY VERY nice to watch can!!
I LOVE HIBARI, YAMAMOTO, RYOHEI, LAMBO, REBORN &COLONNELLO.
omggg. it's a really cool anime. i'm smiling just thinking abt it. LOL

i think i'll only blog when i've got absolutely nothing to do.
HAHAH i wanted to blog since last friday, but i was BUSY.
watching animes. NOW I'M BORED LAAH.
i want more animes. any suggestions?!

okayy lemme tell myself what happened the past week, considering i'm the only one who reads my blog =.=
FRIDAY. i dontknow the date.
went out with ANNA.
we went tiong to have lunch, then went tt area to have my haircut, while she had her hair rebonded.
well, it was a pretty cool place, and i liked my haircut. kinda.
then we went window shopping at.... marina.
if i'm not wrong. LOL saw some shops with pretty decent dresses for prom.
but i was too lazy to go into fitting =.= LOL
&speaking abt dresses, i dont get why some ppl would pay a few hundred bucks for a single night. adding another hundred bucks for a hair and makeup?!
DAMN, it's just STUPID.
back to ME, we walked and walked and got tired and went home. I HAD FUN :]

SATURDAY.

i dont think i went anywhere in the morning.
so it means only swimming in the evening.
HAROLD WASNT THERE!!! omgg.
so depressing. but i think tt kaiwen was FUN to talk to :D
VERY entertaining. LOL VERY adorable in a non-fat manner, HAHAHAH.
hopefully he doesnt read my blog.
had dinner with hafiz and my sisters &saw gengjie there. LOL
i reckon we made too much noise =.=
SUNDAY.
i was supposed to meet my mum in the morning to get my necessities.
then i left my phone in my room, didnt see her msg. LOL
by the time i met her it was abt 530.
we walked and walked and walked then ate.
in the end, i didnt but anything. AHAHAHAH
wasted a day, which i shouold have spent studying for physics.
LOL i only started reading at 1am. LOL
nothing went in at all =.=
AHH, i'm such a slacker.
MONDAY.
physics MCQ. i think i screwed it up as much as i screwed my paper 2.
OMGG. come to think abt it, my Os papers were all screwed.
HAHAHAH oh man... =.=
felt really tired, so i went home to watch KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN!
TUESDAY.
okay i dont feel like reporting anymore.
so i'm gonna skip to the more interesting THURSDAY.
it's thursday right?
THURSDAY.
went for volley training with shihui and uno.
jazreel and christina were there as well.
we played awhile then we played bridge. HAHAH fun.
know what, actually i'm lazy to type anymore.
i rather be bored than to type and type and type.
my motivation for ANYTHING is ALWAYS short-lived.
HAHAH. go refer to shihui's blogga. HAHAHA

ohh man. sunday's tmr.
i dont even know if my mum is willing to let me for for the BBQ.
i dontknow if she'll let me go for the class one on MONDAY -.-
i dont have patience to talk to her.
&it aint my fault. LOL

okay i'm gonna STONE infront of my comp until it's time.
time to let my aching arms swim.
i think i wanna SLACK today.

2008-11-06T20:49:00.002+08:00

see, banana 2?
this is a non-anime skin. arent you proud of me? LOL
hey y'all.
how do you like my latest blogskin?

it was such a drag today!!!
i didnt have anywhere to go, so i didnt go out at all.
i should have, shouldnt i?! BOOGER.
spent the whole day watching this pretty-boy vampire drama thing.
what's better than having 4good-looking vampire dudes living together?
them being in love with each other brings about a whole new MOE point. LOL!!!

after i posted last night, my neighbour called.
lynette apparently chocked on some sharp star thing natalie left lying around.
hearing her cry like tt. OMGG.
i went to their house, &realised how VAST their place is.
i mean, it's the same place as mine but theirs just seemed so... HUGE.
but i found it too lonely.
it's pretty nice and all, but there's no one there.
just their mum and 2kids -.-
when i grow up i dont want it to be like tt.
i rather my house be SUPER noisy. LOL
praying tt the thing pops outta her *** soon. HAHAH

at night, i was thinking abt having my own room.
if i had, the first thing i'll buy is an airtight glass cupboard.
i'm gonna keep my ship in there, and remove all my figurines from their boxes.
gonna have an exhibition. HAHAHAH
i think whoever i marry in future needs to LOVE anime as well.
HAHAHAHA maybe i wont even get married -.-
then i'm gonna need a huge transparent box.
i wanna keep all my storybooks there.
need a HUGE table.
whatever i'm doing in future, i need a HUGE table.
then again, when will i EVER get my own room?!?!?!?!

YAY i'm finally going out tmr!!
cant wait to see what the maid cafe has in store!
i wonder if i should cut my hair tmr.
i need a sponsor. HAHAH
BANANA 2, if you read this, come meet us earlier!!!
i wonder who is willing to go study with me.
i'm stuck in front of my comp whenever i stay home -.-

just wondering, how would you ppl react if you saw someone from your school with REALLY SHORT SCHOOL SKIRT singing for your school in a well-publicised television programme?
tell me how you feel on my tagboard!!

2008-11-05T20:53:00.002+08:00

when i took a nap just now i had an AWFUL dream.

VERY VERY OMINOUS.

i dreamt tt some random FAT guy squashed my ship.

you know, this one.

this is my PRIDE can.

i remember my-dream-self trashing around.

kicking the fat dude as hard as i could but i didnt seem like he took any damage -.-

DUH right. i REALLY regretted not taking something sharp and PIERCE his FAT FACE.

then all the FATS will ooooOOOOOze out.

ewww~ okay, no offence to you big ppl out there.

i also remembered SCREAMING so hard tt i woke up with a SORE THROAT.

but i was pretty sure i didnt scream out loud. LOL

i really hate whoever who planted tt BAD BAD BAD dream in me!~

then i woke up, only to find tt i missed my 7-oclock show by half an hour!!!

ARGH.. thankfully i didnt miss much.

the ten dudes DAMN CUTE!! MOE!!!~

but like the animes, DUBS JUST KILLS THE SHOW -.-

the chinese dub voices are GAY.

seriously.

when i forced joy to gimme the comp, i went straight to onemanga, checked if OURAN was out yet.

IT WAS!! then. i. read. it.

then. it. was. the. most. DEPRESSING. chapter. ever!

dammit.

tamaki!!!!! YOU DONT LIKE TT GIRL!!!

TAMAKIxHARUHI!!!~

my gosh. ARGHZXZXZXZXZX

stupid author -.-

then kl made things worse by saying KAKASHI's gonna die

one piece is now obsessing abt luffy, no time for zoro -.-

it's just depressing!!

i found out today, tt daud watches one piece as well!!!

WOOTS! just tt, he likes CHOPPER!

sure, chopper is cute and all, i LOVE chopper.

BUT HE'S A DUDE!!!

he HAS to like zoro!!!

okay. other then those stuff UNOHANA is not interested in.

i had chinese paper today!

i had to retake it cause i didnt get a distinction the first time -.-

stupid school policy. LOL

i thought i was gonna have to go school alone, but thankfully for mahd. LOL

then saw ANNA.

paper1 was rather... easy i suppose.

i just didnt have time to search for all the words i didntknow -.-

it's more like a tian-xie-han-zi thing for the examiner =.=

paper2 was a surprise.

i actually understood the comprehension thing.

only one passage though. i'm pretty sure i'll score for tt.

went with anna, vina &BANANA2 to vivo.

BANANA2 heard tt there were pretty dresses there, in the end go there to exercise only -.-

waste time.

but i had fun!! :D

just wished i saw someone fun. YOU, maybe.

SATURDAY!!!!!

chome-chome!!!

2008-11-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

i had an AWESOME and MIND-BOGGLING sunday night :D
i didnt really expect anything like tt but i was REALLY elated nonetheless.

okayy.. i know i promised coach chong tt i'll study, but i didnt really study for my ss paper.
but thankfully!!!!! the only 3 topics i read through came out!!!
YAY!!! so i think my B3 for humanities is somewhat secured, i hope.
what i worry most is my math and science. ESPECIALLY amath. OMGG.
just thinking abt it makes me nervous.
what to do for MCQ??

if i dont like you, i dont like you.
i dont expect me to actually try to fit with you and the SUPERFICIAL ppl you hang out with.
so there. i think i'm wanna stop everything. drop everything.
i wanna be the 箱の中の少女.

hijikata &zoro.

2008-10-23T22:12:00.004+08:00

what if the life i've been living up until now is a lie?
would i smile and continue to act?
or should i stop? ahhh decisions.

i have emath paper 1 tmr.
why am i not studying?
tt's a very good question.
i cant answer tt as well. HHAHA.
i've been watching BLOOD+ and SKIP BEAT since i reached home.
i dont think i can make myself study.
i dont even have the mood to reply tags.
SORRRYYYYY!!!!!!

good luck for my 'O's. LOL