dont feel like blogging.
troublesome.
but i've got nothing to do.
i'll do a short post.
holidays now.
nothing to do.
go my mum's office to work. sian.
training. i sucked.
hate that i suck.
dontknow where he is.
mood sucks.
dontknow what he's up to. sucks.
dontknow anything about him. sucks.
at least chelsy's having a WAYYYY better time.
toradora rocks.
watched it the 2nd time.
awesome shitzzzz.
excited for the trip. kinda.
not really expecting anything CAUSE I FEEL SO BLOCKED OUT
but whatever.
here's a song i think tt's nice.
japanese :D
text me if you want it.
it's ORANGE by Horie Yui, Kugiyama Rie and Kitamura Eri.
they voice Kushieda Minori, Aisaka Taiga and Kawashima Ami respectively.
i guess you didnt need to know all tt.
Nemurenai yoru ni wa
Hitori de tameiki
Minna wa dou na no
Nandaka sabishii
Rashikunai nante ne
Warau no wa yamete
Honto no watashi o
Shiranai dake da yo
Hiroi daichi ni hitotsubu no tane
Nekko nobashite
Mada aoi mi o tsuketa
Orenji iro ni hayaku
Naritai kajitsu
Kimi no hikari o abite
Risou ya yume wa fukuramu bakari
Kizuite yo nee
Orenji kyou mo
Tabete mita kedo
Mada suppakute naita
Watashi mitai de nokosenai kara
Zenbu tabeta
Suki da yo nakeru yo
Suki da yo suki da yo
Nitete mo chigau yo
Mandarin orenji
Tomodachi koibito
Futari no kokoro mo
Kizutsukitakunai
Watashi wa nigeteta
Soshitara hikari mo
Sashite wa kurenai
Kiseki na no ni ne
Deai mo koi mo
Tane mo tsubomi mo
Mada aoi mi de sae mo
Orenji iro wa ano hi
Mita yuuyake o
Omoidasasete kureru
Futatsu no kage ga
Te o tsunaideru mitai datta
Orenji itsuka
Amaku naru kana
Sore tomo shibonjau no
Watashi no mirai shiritakunakute
Zenbu tabeta
Suppai
Suki da kedo nakeru yo
Suki da kara nakeru yo
Orenji iro ni hayaku
Naritai kajitsu
Kimi no hikari o abite
Risou ya yume wa fukuramu bakari
Kizuite yo nee
Orenji kyou mo
Tabete mita kedo
Mata suppakute naita
Watashi mitai de nokosenai kara
Zenbu tabeta suki da yo
Nakeru yo suki da yo
Suki da yo
Suki da yo suppai
Nakeru yo suki da yo
眠れない夜には
ひとりでため息
みんなはどうなの？
なんだか寂しい
らしくないなんてね
笑うのはやめて
ホントの私を
知らないだけだよ
広い大地に ひと粒の種
根っこのばして
まだ青い 実をつけた
オレンジ色に 早く
なりたい果実
キミの光を浴びて
理想や夢は膨らむばかり
気づいてよ ねぇ
オレンジ 今日も
食べてみたけど
まだすっぱくて 泣いた
私みたいで残せないから
ぜんぶ食べた
好きだよ 泣けるよ
好きだよ 好きだよ
似てても違うよ
マンダリン オレンジ
友達 恋人
２ 人のココロも
傷つきたくない
私は逃げてた
そしたら光も
射してはくれない
奇跡なのにね
出逢いも恋も
種もつぼみも
まだ青い 実でさえも
オレンジ色は あの日
見た夕焼けを
思い出させてくれる
２つの影が
手を繋いでるみたいだった
オレンジ いつか
甘くなるかな
それともしぼんじゃうの？
私の未来知りたくなくて
ぜんぶ食べた
すっぱい…
好きだけど泣けるよ
好きだから泣けるよ
オレンジ色に 早く
なりたい果実
キミの光を浴びて
理想や夢は膨らむばかり
気づいてよ ねぇ
オレンジ 今日も
食べてみたけど
またすっぱくて 泣いた
私みたいで残せないから
ぜんぶ食べた 好きだよ
泣けるよ 好きだよ
好きだよ
好きだよ すっぱい
泣けるよ 好きだよ
On a sleepless night
I sigh all alone
How’s everyone?
I feel kind of lonely
That’s not like me
So stop laughing
It’s just that I don’t know
My true self
Into the broad earth, a single seed
Extended its roots
And bore fruit that was still unripe
The fruit wants to hurry up
And turn orange-colored
Basking in your light
My ideals and dreams only expand
Notice me, hey
I tried to eat
An orange today, too
But it was still sour and I cried
Because it’s unlike me to leave any behind
I ate it all
I loved it; I felt like crying
I loved it; I loved it
Even if they’re similar, they’re different
Mandarins and oranges
Friends and lovers
And our 2 hearts, too
I didn’t want to get hurt
So I fled
When I did that, not even light
Would shine upon me
They’re miracles, right?
Encounters and love
Seeds and buds
Even for the fruit that was still unripe
The color orange makes me recall
The sunset glow that I saw
On that day
It seemed as if our 2 shadows
Held hands together
I wondered if the oranges
Would turn sweet someday
Or would they wither?
I didn’t want to learn of my future
So I ate it all
It was sour…
I loved it, but I felt like crying
I loved it, so I felt like crying
The fruit wants to hurry up
And turn orange-colored
Basking in your light
My ideals and dreams only expand
Notice me, hey
I tried to eat
An orange today, too
But again, it was sour and I cried
Because it’s unlike me to leave any behind
I ate it all; I loved it
I felt like crying; I loved it
I loved it
I loved it; so sour
I felt like crying; I loved it
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