
what if the life i've been living up until now is a lie?
would i smile and continue to act?
or should i stop? ahhh decisions.
i have emath paper 1 tmr.
why am i not studying?
tt's a very good question.
i cant answer tt as well. HHAHA.
i've been watching BLOOD+ and SKIP BEAT since i reached home.
i dont think i can make myself study.
i dont even have the mood to reply tags.
SORRRYYYYY!!!!!!
good luck for my 'O's. LOL
Labels: i wanna DIE

If the white rose petals open one by one
The memories from that day will become colored
As if following a shining thread
Time flows quietly
While they run along the back and forth of the tide
People are reborn
Your smile is a warmth that melts my chest
Like a sweet dream (that I had somewhere)
Even if you're taken by the setting sun now
Our shadows overlap
Endless and far, boundless and deep
Like destinies that mixed together
I grasped it over and over again, I lost it over and over again
The times when we were finally able to meet
As if the sky yearns for blood, the flowers wait for the rain
And the night begs for tomorrow
I yearned so much
For the fact that two hearts were one
When the white rose petals scatter one by one
Our love becomes an eternity
Labels: by on/off

i'm gonna rot here at my mum's office.
i wanna take mrt home so i can pass by the basketball court.
i want to fast foward the next week all the way to saturday.
i want harry to go again.
you know, like SASHIBURI!!!!!
i wanna kill someone.
I WANNA WATCH GINTAMAAAA~!
Labels: gintama MOE~


ahh, my blog's turning into a shrine of japanese actors.
teehee!
HMMM... where do i start...
i seriously wanted to blog just now. i had TONS in my head.
now i forgot everything.
so well, today's post will be totally unorganized.
ARE YOU READY?!?!?!
first things first.
TO ALL Y'ALL HUMANS!
ALTAI UNU-ENKHREL a.k.a. UNOHANA TAICHO a.k.a. BANANA 2's blog is alive again!!!!
click on the link okayy! it's kinda like a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity so APPRECIATE IT DAMMIT!!! HAHAHAHAH
btw, if you still dontknow who i'm talking abt, it's UNO!!!
noo noo! not the card game!! the one, you know, relative of the cow....
HAHAHAH okayy dont kill me!!!!!!!! [:
random fact: I DONT OGLE AT GUYS, DAREN!!! B.L.E.A.H.
soo today was graduation.
AHH YES. SWEET-OFFICIAL-LAST-DAY-OF-DAMN-SCHOOL.
i woke up abt like... 8plus?
watched 2episodes of GINTAMA!!! [:
msged SHIHUI &asked her what time we have to go school.
she said 10, so i took my own sweet time.
then at 9.30, chunwei called and told me it was 9.30!
WTF RIGHT? nvm. i no mood to rush so i slowly tie hair and stuffs.
3secs later, i was on the road hailing a bloody cab.
i reach there, NO ONE WAS THERE LAAH WTF!
then they come say 10 then start. SCREW OFF!!!
GIVE ME BACK MY 8DOLLARS!!!! HAHHAHAHA
okayy laaah i not tt cheapo.
i'll just make daren buy more sweets for me. LOL
so as expected, other than the care bears (T_T) everything else stank.
the "graduation ceremony" was a total bore.
&the only fun person i was sitting with was vina!
i died once there.
&&mr chan HAD to play the FREAKING video at changi beach!!!
knn!!! i was so HIGH tt day i was practically messing around.
OMGG AND EVERY SINGLE SHITTY PERSON IN THE HALL WATCHED IT!!!!!
ahhhh, how embarrassing laahzxzxx.
once again, i died.
after the thing, it was like a photo-taking frenzy.
how do i put it... something like this.
IF-YOU-CAN-TAKE-THE-MOST-PICS-TODAY-YOU'LL-GET-A-GREAT-PRIZE!!!!!
something like tt. everyone, yes EVERYONE was taking pictures.
i was all =.=
well cause i was damn SHY. hehhehheh.
YOU BELIEVE?!?!?!?!?!?!
so we waited, waited, waited, WAITED, WAITED, WAITED!!!!!
FOR A BLOODY LONG TIME!!!!!
we finally decided tt we'll go macs then go uno's house.
eddie&gary decided to join us after tt.
AHHH UNO'S HOUSE WAS GREAT!! HAHAH
we played monopoly. cliche, i know. but it's fun can....
then we messed around..... gary slept....
AND THE BEST PART WAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EDDIE!!!!! lent me his psp.
big deal right? BUT HIS PSP GOT BLEACH GAME THING!!!!!
OMGGG RIGHT!?!?!??!!??!
can someone please teach me how PSPs work?
i wanna see if it's remotely possible for him to download tt game into my mum's.
HAAHAHHAHA then we all went homezxz.
toriaizu, today was FUN, but not to the power of 30000000000.
you know what i mean kaiiiiiii~?
i mean, how would you suffer no one's paying attention to you?
1 word. DESPO.
with tt, CIAO <3
Labels: no you dont sense jealousy.

just a mere 10 hours left.
guess what i'm doing? HAHAH
i'm watching GINTAMA!!! :D
everyone must watch kaaiiiii~
super funny. HAHAH okaayyy......
well, i've been studying the past few days, but the results were somewhat....
insignificant? HAHAHHAHA yeaaahh.
but i DID finish 1 chapter of my chem tys :D
YAAAAY JOSEPHINE-SAMA!!!!
went studying again today, ¬iced something i REALLY REALLY dislike.
hmmm. maybe it's the things tt's happening these days.
somehow it's SOOOO FRUSTRATING that i absolutely have to blog abt it.
i guess it's since saturday.
what a horrid week!! ARGHXZXZXZX
i think it's time someone came and cheer me up )):
&&i think something is wrong between *and i....
JOSEPHINE DONT LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what's this i'm feeling again?! ARGH.
and booger. my card ran out of msg again =.=
i seriously need a finance manager or i'll be broke by 30. HAHHAHA
Labels: koi wa nani?

are YOU still taking public transport?
i dontknow why, but recent conversations with ppl involves getting a DRIVERS LISCENCE.
personally, i seriously want one, so that i could just, well DRIVE.
&since i'm pretty broke, i could simply show it off. HAHAH
since my mum's a klutz when driving, i'm pretty sure i'll be just as bad. LOL
what do YOU think? HAHAH
well ,NORMAL ppl would start their posts with something like, IT'S THE FREAKING LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!~
but i'm just SPECIAL. HAHAHAH
anyhoos, it started out AWESOME! i saw WT in the mrt. HAHAHAH
then like tt lor =.=
went to class, we stoned awhile, THEN THE REAL PARTEHH STARTED.
lol everyone was so freaking HIGH!
they just ran around with their cameras and phones taking pictures with practically everyone in the class. HAHAH
we played cards &i was on a really lucky streak!
HAHAHAH my cards were really nice and well, YAY! HHAHAHA
we vandalized the wall in our class and the board on the ceiling.
i'm pretty sure the school would repaint the wall and replace the board but still, ....
HAHAH mrs toh came in and gave our VERY LAST OFFICIAL LESSON, i'm glad :D
&i fell asleep unknowingly. HAHAHAH
this is JOSEPHINE you're talking abt, so it's kinda expected. LOL
after school, felix aldy chay treated a ton of us to sakae sushi.
eddie, shaowei, uno, me, tyrus, sean, vina, jiheon, vivek, haien and gary.
THANKS FELIX ALDY CHAYZXZXZXZX!
although i think you suck cause you said it was embarrassing to go with me.
HAHAHAHA i'm just kinda-alittle-maybe childish WHAT. bleah.
&shaowei is DAMN funny can. he's like this innocent GENUIS who dontknow anything abt sushi.
to him, the best part abt sakae sushi is their CRUSHED ICE! =.=
then he ate too much and started SHIVERING. HAHAHAHAHAH
ahh if only you were there.
eddie and uno had to feed him and help him to an extra shirt.
HAHAHAHAH OMGGG.... OOHHHHMMYYYYGGGGAAAWWWDDDD.
i ate..... ALOT.
no wait. lemme take it back. i ate TONS.
&i really liked the mochi ice-cream thing, i think it was abt 50% of my lunch.
HAHAHAH i think i'm still full now.
after tt, we all went our separate ways, leaving UNO, EDDIE &I.
we used HARRYPOTTER-BRAND magic and we were at aloy's house with shihui!
HAHAHA shihui went POOL, while uno, johnny, eddie &i stayed in the POOL.
YEAH. then LAAH LAAH LAAH we all ended by the poolside.
play play play, shihui push uno in the pool &i pushed shihui in.
&i thought i was safe!
then UNO TOOK HER BLOODY SKIRT AND DRENCHED ME IN WATER =.=
so somehow i was dragged in too. HHAHAHAH
but thankfully, i had the choice of taking off my shoes and socks first so IN YOUR FACE UNO!
HAHAHHA i was praying REALLY hard tt my daddy didnt ask so much when i got home.
&he didnt! LOL he asked and i just gave him the HEHHEHHEH.
then he carried on with his thinggus. YAY ME!!!!!
okayy so all in all, it was pretty ROCKIN' day, just tt [sdjfvhnsjkgbrdgjh] didnt msg me all day.
Labels: 小栗 旬

JOEL TAN SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!
HE IS AN ASSHOLE WHO DONT WANNA LEMME SEE HIS FREAKING PHONE AND DONT WANNA TELL ME HER NAME AND KEEP INSULTING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND HE KEEPS WIPING HIS FREAKING SWEATY DRIPPING WET PALMS ON ME!!!!!!!
DISGUSTING RIGHT?!?!?!?!?
HE THINK JUST BCAUSE HE GOT LAPTOP TO LET ME USE VERY GOOD MEH!
LET ME USE ALR MEANS CAN BULLY ME MEH?!
STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohh &he's right beside me. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
okayy i've been SUPER lazy these days.
i wanna study, but i didnt have the MOTIVATION i needed to start.
i wanted to blog, but i rather stare at some anime thing.
i wanna earn NEOPOINTS, but i cant be bothered to log into NEOPETS.
AAHAHAHAHAHA i'm lazy to THAT extend.
AND I AM NOT FAT JOEL TAN QI JIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well BYEBYE i'm gonna make him show me his phone soon.
hehhehheh :D
Labels: JOEL TAN QI JIE SUCKS.
